Retreat

I can not find my self through my own lies
To my self complicated design
Desperate for my own rebirth
Born again to this old earth
Beggin and beggin myself please
Let your self go its your only retreat
Imperfection just a starte of mind
My minds there seems like all the time
I lose site at the thought of it
I break down at the sight of it
My mind screams what's reality
And comfort in my own filosify
And will I let my self down
I got to find my way around
Screamin in my dreams
I need to find my retreat
My retreat, My retreat
The sun falls down the night falls up
The day went by faster then i originally thought
Flash backs from my childhood
Memories i never fully understood