Now...This ones on you, and I won't let it die...I won't let go.
Goddamn this whole thing.
I remember being happy.
And I said,
That you must do what feels right.
And I know,
You must do what's best for you.
And I said,
That you must do what is right.
In our hearts, we must carry on.
No...I'm not afraid of being here,
I'm scared of feeling alone again.
Goddamn everything.
I remember feeling happy.
I wait to see, this will die and when it does I will be dead.
Wait to see, this will die and when it does I'm dead.
I hate to have to say goodbye.
Cause I can't wait to tell you now that what we have must end.


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With This Song I Will Destroy Myself. Lyrics as written by Chris Slorach Chris Hughes

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    testing something.

    iamnothing2uon July 21, 2002   Link
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    totally sweet song

    Jet To Brazilon August 20, 2002   Link
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    oooh!! this baby is on the brand new FABULOUS cd! i just saw .moneen. last night up in a totally small town called red deer and they were absolutely off the hook. DO check out the new stuff its stupid good! and if youve never seen them live youre missing out. but yeah this one is on the new cd so thats cool. word.

    Action and Actionon June 11, 2003   Link
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    yeah, just picked up the cd. I just about shit myself when i heard this song, i love

    slyguy7890on June 18, 2003   Link
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    great band. went to see them for the 5th time last night. they never cease to amaze me.

    shelleyc_like_whoaon April 22, 2004   Link
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    The vocalist remind anyone else of Matt Pryor from TGUK?

    tjwellson March 13, 2006   Link
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    the get up kids. ooo yeah. sorta

    charcoalsketchon May 28, 2006   Link
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    the get up kids suck they got nothing on .moneen. this song talks bout once this relationship dies "once they break up" he will suicide

    ticklishgioon September 12, 2008   Link
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    I've listened to this song plenty of times, but now that I've actually gone through a breakup, I can relate to it. Seems like it's about getting dumped and knowing that the other person has to move on in their life because you're just not cutting it for them.

    mrhat1065on July 12, 2013   Link

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