Departure From Normality

I lost myself again
I lost myself again
I lost myself again
I lost myself again
And the door swings open to things inside
I'm tripled up and broken down, for all to see
For all to see
In a mix matched dark room its hard to reconcile
All these expectations, I'm dissapointed all the time
Live for us while I can't
Look to find myself
Live for us still I can't
Look to find
Just rely on uncertainty, I'm scared sometimes
Departure from normality, salient and supplied
Don't try to run away, away from the hidden guides
The guides suprise adversive smiles
Live for us while I can't
Look to find myself
Live for us still I can't
Look to find
The selfish choices are the last ones made
In the final decision I regret I didn't stay
Regret I did not stay
As I lay here wondering when will the answers come
You ask the wrong questions? Don't worry so much
Live for us while I can't
Look to find myself
Live for us still I can't
Look to find
Just rely on uncertainty, I'm scared sometimes
Departure from normality, salient and supplied
Uncertainty for sure I'm scared that I can't control
Uncertainty for sure I'm scared that I can't control
Uncertainty for sure I'm scared that I can't control
Uncertainty for sure I'm scared that I can't control
Control I can't control!
Live for us while I can't
Look to find myself
Live for us still I can't
Look to find
Look into his eyes
Look into her eyes
Then look into my eyes
And tell me what you see