Party Of My Mind

Don't want to feel you, don't want you on my mind
Don't want to feel you, don't want you on my mind
Don't want to feel you, don't want you on my mind
See I don't really know where to start
Everyday was a constant struggle
Why you always try play with my heart
When you knew all that brought was trouble?
Yo how did we get this far?
All we had was a broken puzzle
See we're better off being apart
Cuz we don't operate as a couple
Back then you was ever so fine
Till you lost that spark in your eyes
Back then it was always good vibes
Then I started to see all the signs
Back then you was a ride or die
But I guess that ride just died
See I knew you were moving sly
When I clocked all the lies, now I...
Don't want to feel you, don't want you on my mind
Don't want to feel you, don't want you on my mind
Don't want to feel you, don't want you on my mind
Girl you never brought shit to the table
Even though you were more than able
You told me you don't want no label
Come with your crooked smile like J Cole
Should've known you were fake like fables
You was all I had like J-lo
All the lessons I've learnt I'm grateful
Now don't call me up like Mabel
When it rains it pours I know
Now my hearts just cold like snow
Imma live, Imma learn, Imma grow
Where's the loves gone? I don't know
Bare regrets when I'm chilling at home
Delete old pics when I hold my phone
If you ever try call my phone
Please leave a message after the tone
No no no no no
Don't twist up my words
I'm not saying I want you, no
I'm not saying I want you, no
I'm not saying I want you, saying I want you, no
I said no no no no no
Don't twist up my words
I'm not saying I want you, no
I'm not saying I want you, no
I'm not saying I want you, saying I want you, no
Listen
I'm just taking time to reminisce
Listen, don't get big headed
Cos I know, first thing when you hear this you're gonna run and tell all your friends'
I never said this
I never said I want you back, your love was horrendous
I mean... kind of
Except for the time we spent out in Venice
Rolling like the waves, evenings in the shade
Your sweet kiss every day
You cut me deep like a blade, what's wrong with your brain
I can't even lie, we're one of the same
All this back and forth like a tug of war
Who hurts more?
I screwed you over, you screwed me over
I screwed you over
Then you had some screws loose, looking like Ebeneezer the Scrooge was over
Then you said, screw me then you screwed my friend
Just to pursue some closure
Just to close your wounds like whooptie doo well I hope that the blues is over
Fam, I couldn't stand it man
Going bang for bang like it was bang for bang
You pushed me to the edge like you want to come right home to a hanging man
Like whats that, it was just too much
I used to love you way back then, look
But it's just too much, just too much
Fam I'm good