I think the meaning is pretty clear. This person got really burned in a previous relationship, and because of this is unable to love and show care in his present one, even though he so badly wants to. It's lovely song, and very sad. You can really feel how defeated and frustrated he is with himself.
I've never ask for you fucking pity,
i'm just wanna be unknown.
I use to be the greatest singer,
but right now i'm going down.
I'm just wanna be alone,
and i don't give a shit at all.
In the meantime i will use my pain to make me free
You'll see my friends,
when we come on age,
the world is coming over us.
And i don't want this kind of shit.
Let´s try to freeze the time,
and don't grow up again.
Getting older,
it seems to me,
that i can't go on,
and found my self.
I can't remember how i was before.
This fucking life that i don't want, no more.
But now i miss how use to be,
the olders days should back again,
otherwise, i won´t control my self.
Leave me the fuck alone,
cuz' i don't give a shit at all,
in the meantime i will use my pain to make me free.
i'm just wanna be unknown.
I use to be the greatest singer,
but right now i'm going down.
I'm just wanna be alone,
and i don't give a shit at all.
In the meantime i will use my pain to make me free
You'll see my friends,
when we come on age,
the world is coming over us.
And i don't want this kind of shit.
Let´s try to freeze the time,
and don't grow up again.
Getting older,
it seems to me,
that i can't go on,
and found my self.
I can't remember how i was before.
This fucking life that i don't want, no more.
But now i miss how use to be,
the olders days should back again,
otherwise, i won´t control my self.
Leave me the fuck alone,
cuz' i don't give a shit at all,
in the meantime i will use my pain to make me free.
Lyrics submitted by aperfectcharlie
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