Yes I'm lonely, wanna die.
If I ain't dead already.
Ooh girl you know the reason why.
In the morning wanna die.
In the evening wanna die.
If I ain't dead already.
Ooh girl you know the reason why.
My mother was of the sky.
My father was of the earth.
But I am of the universe
And you know what it's worth.
I'm lonely, wanna die.
If I ain't dead already.
Ooh girl you know the reason why.
The eagle picks my eye.
The worm he licks my bone.
I feel so suicidal
Just like Dylan's Mr. Jones,
Lonely wanna die.
If I ain't dead already.
Ooh girl you know the reason why.
Black cloud crossed my mind.
Blue mist round my soul.
Feel so suicidal
Even hate my rock and roll.
Wanna die yeah wanna die.
If I ain't dead already.
Ooh girl you know the reason why.


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    Lennon has said that he was looking for a way out of the Beatles since 1966, and his angst and frustrations come out loud and clear on this heavy blues number. With reference to the line "even hate my rock n roll", Lennon also commonly dismissed much of his work with the Beatles, even going so far as to say that Sgt. Peppers was a piece of garbage. Thus proving that true artists always hate their work, are resentful of those that like it, and offended by those that don't

    born to runon January 17, 2006   Link
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    ooh, wow, should we lay flowers at your altar for having listened to live stuff from the 20s? that is just too cool. clearly you know more than us peons, you with your qualifying and unsubstantiated comments lieke "not as good by far." man, i bet you even peer review. kick ASS.

    Banana Republicon October 05, 2006   Link
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    My mother was of the sky. My father was of the earth. But I am of the universe

    I think that he is saying his mother was religious, his dad was secular, but he is of the universe.. meaning all of the above

    PapaGenuon August 26, 2008   Link
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    I thought for a while that John wrote this song to poke fun at Blues music. This is the first time I read about John's heroin addiction and withdrawals, that's sad.

    underoath3001on October 01, 2009   Link
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    "My mother was of the sky. My father was of the earth. I am of the universe".

    "My mother was of the sky": his mother is deceased, in heaven

    "My father was of the earth": his father was alive, and roaming the earth

    "I am of the universe": John Lennon was a household name. Everybody knew Lennon/ the Beatles.

    SgmSalton June 03, 2015   Link
  • 0
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    great blues beat. Just another example of the versatility of the beatles.

    MeRyan12on April 01, 2003   Link
  • 0
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    obviously about suicide.

    oidimedon May 01, 2004   Link
  • 0
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    Relaxing I like a nice relaxing blues song

    Philadelphia Eagleson June 30, 2004   Link
  • 0
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    Relaxing I like a nice relaxing blues song

    Philadelphia Eagleson June 30, 2004   Link
  • 0
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    This song isn't about suicide. Actually it's about John's heroin addiction. When he was going through withdrawls it was painful and made him miserable, so instead of taking drugs he'd write songs... this is one.

    SpongeBunnyon October 06, 2004   Link

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