This is one of my favorite songs. https://fnfgo.io
Leave me all alone
There ain’t nobody callin on my telephone
Because I ripped that bitch right up outta the wall
I apologize to any y’all that tried to call
I haven’t been myself lately
I been slowly losin’ my mind and tellin’ ‘em it’s Raybay(?)
I’m lookin’ hella shady and I haven’t showered in weeks
I haven’t washed my balls, I haven’t brushed my teeth
All I see is demons everywhere that I look
Was it the ouiji, the black magic warlock book?
I can’t remember…
But how can my memories leave me?
I can’t believe…
The spirits would try to deceive me
But they did…
Just like a little kid
I was so eager to learn, so willing to give
But all they did was hate me and break me
Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’s is wrong with me
Will its last for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Please don’t walk away
I want you to hear what I gotta say
I never had anyone ever care for me
I never had anyone ever there for me
If you would listen to me instead of callin’ me names
I would explain why I’m shakin’ and I’m goin’ insane
My mind is on vacation, lack of conversation
I’m like a radio with static on every station
Still I wanna know will I be normal again?
You say it’s bullshit and tell me that it’s all pretend
But if it’s false…
Then why don’t the demons just disappear?
And if it’s untrue…
Then why am I seein’ ‘em crystal clear?
Because I do…
The mirror’s turnin’ blue
And soul after soul keeps walkin’ right through
They’re livin’ in my house and livin’ inside my head
Some sleep in the closet, others sleep under the bed
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’s is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
All I wanted to be
Was a member of a family with unity
But the people that’s alive will stab you straight in the back
And throw a stick in the spokes and flip you offa the track
If it wasn’t for Monoxide and Violent J
That nigga Jack, Shaggy 2 Dope and Blaze Ya Dead Homie
I probably woulda given up and callin’ it quits
I probably wouldn’t be here
I probably wouldn’t be shit
I find myself lookin’ back at the glass
And reminisce on the times of the present and past
I’m feelin’ strange…
I wonder if they can save me?
I’m feelin’ cold…
I’m standin’ in front of the gateway
Well here I am…
I’m such a crazy man
I’m tryin’ to control my life the best that I can
But the demons are around me tryin’ to stray me away
I thank god that I’m standin’ right here today
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
There ain’t nobody callin on my telephone
Because I ripped that bitch right up outta the wall
I apologize to any y’all that tried to call
I haven’t been myself lately
I been slowly losin’ my mind and tellin’ ‘em it’s Raybay(?)
I’m lookin’ hella shady and I haven’t showered in weeks
I haven’t washed my balls, I haven’t brushed my teeth
All I see is demons everywhere that I look
Was it the ouiji, the black magic warlock book?
I can’t remember…
But how can my memories leave me?
I can’t believe…
The spirits would try to deceive me
But they did…
Just like a little kid
I was so eager to learn, so willing to give
But all they did was hate me and break me
Use my body for a host and my mirror for the gateway
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’s is wrong with me
Will its last for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Please don’t walk away
I want you to hear what I gotta say
I never had anyone ever care for me
I never had anyone ever there for me
If you would listen to me instead of callin’ me names
I would explain why I’m shakin’ and I’m goin’ insane
My mind is on vacation, lack of conversation
I’m like a radio with static on every station
Still I wanna know will I be normal again?
You say it’s bullshit and tell me that it’s all pretend
But if it’s false…
Then why don’t the demons just disappear?
And if it’s untrue…
Then why am I seein’ ‘em crystal clear?
Because I do…
The mirror’s turnin’ blue
And soul after soul keeps walkin’ right through
They’re livin’ in my house and livin’ inside my head
Some sleep in the closet, others sleep under the bed
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’s is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
All I wanted to be
Was a member of a family with unity
But the people that’s alive will stab you straight in the back
And throw a stick in the spokes and flip you offa the track
If it wasn’t for Monoxide and Violent J
That nigga Jack, Shaggy 2 Dope and Blaze Ya Dead Homie
I probably woulda given up and callin’ it quits
I probably wouldn’t be here
I probably wouldn’t be shit
I find myself lookin’ back at the glass
And reminisce on the times of the present and past
I’m feelin’ strange…
I wonder if they can save me?
I’m feelin’ cold…
I’m standin’ in front of the gateway
Well here I am…
I’m such a crazy man
I’m tryin’ to control my life the best that I can
But the demons are around me tryin’ to stray me away
I thank god that I’m standin’ right here today
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Something’s wrong inside my head
Is it really my fault?
I can’t be alone
Is it really my fault?
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Somethin’ is wrong with me
I can’t be who I need to be
Somethin’ is wrong with me
With an axe for eternity
Lyrics submitted by Harbinger24
Add your thoughts
Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.
Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!
More Featured Meanings
Mental Istid
Ebba Grön
Ebba Grön
Holiday
Bee Gees
Bee Gees
@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
Mountain Song
Jane's Addiction
Jane's Addiction
Jane's Addiction vocalist Perry Farrell gives Adam Reader some heartfelt insight into Jane’s Addiction's hard rock manifesto "Mountain Song", which was the second single from their revolutionary album Nothing's Shocking. Mountain song was first recorded in 1986 and appeared on the soundtrack to the film Dudes starring Jon Cryer. The version on Nothing's Shocking was re-recorded in 1988.
"'Mountain Song' was actually about... I hate to say it but... drugs. Climbing this mountain and getting as high as you can, and then coming down that mountain," reveals Farrell. "What it feels to descend from the mountain top... not easy at all. The ascension is tough but exhilarating. Getting down is... it's a real bummer. Drugs is not for everybody obviously. For me, I wanted to experience the heights, and the lows come along with it."
"There's a part - 'Cash in now honey, cash in Miss Smith.' Miss Smith is my Mother; our last name was Smith. Cashing in when she cashed in her life. So... she decided that, to her... at that time, she was desperate. Life wasn't worth it for her, that was her opinion. Some people think, never take your life, and some people find that their life isn't worth living. She was in love with my Dad, and my Dad was not faithful to her, and it broke her heart. She was very desperate and she did something that I know she regrets."
Blue
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran
“Blue” is a song about a love that is persisting in the discomfort of the person experiencing the emotion. Ed Sheeran reflects on love lost, and although he wishes his former partner find happiness, he cannot but admit his feelings are still very much there. He expresses the realization that he might never find another on this stringed instrumental by Aaron Dessner.
Amazing
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran
Ed Sheeran tells a story of unsuccessfully trying to feel “Amazing.” This track is about the being weighed down by emotional stress despite valiant attempts to find some positivity in the situation. This track was written by Ed Sheeran from the perspective of his friend. From the track, we see this person fall deeper into the negative thoughts and slide further down the path of mental torment with every lyric.
Good song. Seems i can see myself in alot of the songs that Twiztid has. Biggest part of the song to me is "I never had anyone ever care for me I never had anyone ever there for me If you would listen to me instead of callin’ me names", just can take what it means from what he's saying