This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Chorus
Life ain't a game (no) if you feelin me (say yeah-yea)
Flip the bird where (in the air) fuck the world (we don't care) x2
Verse 1
It's time to ride out niggaz stash your cash at the hideout
The Murderous I-N-see's en route (y'all hear me)
Feelin my shit the same (y'all fear me)
In every definitive way (I'm really)
The nigga that you need to get with coz y'all pop shit nigga
I pop clips nigga hot, but not the black four-dot-six nigga
You know the Rule, thug heart nigga and I don't need no fake friends
Broke ties, loose ends there they go niggaz is at it again
Tryin to befriend the nigga that they claim they love
But hate so much and really all we got is us
But fuck it, it's the same way they fucked me
Now I'm fuckin your broad in the back of a Humvee,
Go figure I'll have your niggaz pourin' out liquor
All because you fuckin with the Rule nigga
Chorus
Hook 1
Take my life, take my mind, take my heart, take my soul
Take my cash, take it all but save me, I'm throwing my life away
Verse 2
Why, would a nigga with so much talent
Want to throw it all away to drugs and violence?
I know not the answers but I ask the questions
Do all Muslims really study their lessons?
And how many Christians lie during confessions?
I know I did when I was just a kid
Never told about the guns my uncle hid under my bed
And at night I played with them
Kind of grew up to be sort of a loose cannon
Before my sins, I'm asking you to let me in Lord help me,
I been through all the pain now I want to know who loves me
Chorus
Hook 2
Changes, changes my mind is going through changes, changes
My body's going through changes, changes
My life is going through changes, changes
Hook 3
Yo, looky here, I just want to fuck all day - live my life,
Get high all day - my life, maybe one day I'll live right
Fuck the world - it's my life
Chorus x2
Life ain't a game (no) if you feelin me (say yeah-yea)
Flip the bird where (in the air) fuck the world (we don't care) x2
Verse 1
It's time to ride out niggaz stash your cash at the hideout
The Murderous I-N-see's en route (y'all hear me)
Feelin my shit the same (y'all fear me)
In every definitive way (I'm really)
The nigga that you need to get with coz y'all pop shit nigga
I pop clips nigga hot, but not the black four-dot-six nigga
You know the Rule, thug heart nigga and I don't need no fake friends
Broke ties, loose ends there they go niggaz is at it again
Tryin to befriend the nigga that they claim they love
But hate so much and really all we got is us
But fuck it, it's the same way they fucked me
Now I'm fuckin your broad in the back of a Humvee,
Go figure I'll have your niggaz pourin' out liquor
All because you fuckin with the Rule nigga
Chorus
Hook 1
Take my life, take my mind, take my heart, take my soul
Take my cash, take it all but save me, I'm throwing my life away
Verse 2
Why, would a nigga with so much talent
Want to throw it all away to drugs and violence?
I know not the answers but I ask the questions
Do all Muslims really study their lessons?
And how many Christians lie during confessions?
I know I did when I was just a kid
Never told about the guns my uncle hid under my bed
And at night I played with them
Kind of grew up to be sort of a loose cannon
Before my sins, I'm asking you to let me in Lord help me,
I been through all the pain now I want to know who loves me
Chorus
Hook 2
Changes, changes my mind is going through changes, changes
My body's going through changes, changes
My life is going through changes, changes
Hook 3
Yo, looky here, I just want to fuck all day - live my life,
Get high all day - my life, maybe one day I'll live right
Fuck the world - it's my life
Chorus x2
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