This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Staring deeply in the spotlight, looking for what I don't know
The crowd is hungry for excitement, attending each and every show
Nervous tension fills my body, expressed clearly on my brow
Suddenly it disappears as the music starts to growl
Look into my eyeys and tell me if you think you ever knew me
I don't think you ever did
I don't think you ever will
Nothing seems to last forever
As long as we stick together, I think we can make this work
Butterflies return to me at the close of every song
The crowd cheers with approval but it lasts for oh so long
It can be hard to go all balls when they fall way too short
My comrades are there for me giving me their support
La la la la la la la la la la la la
Things are growing so much stronger and faster than I ever thought
These strangers have become my brothers
Together we can not be stopped
Longevity is underrated
When familiarity is underplayed, please respect our will to give.
Please respect our right to play!
The crowd is hungry for excitement, attending each and every show
Nervous tension fills my body, expressed clearly on my brow
Suddenly it disappears as the music starts to growl
Look into my eyeys and tell me if you think you ever knew me
I don't think you ever did
I don't think you ever will
Nothing seems to last forever
As long as we stick together, I think we can make this work
Butterflies return to me at the close of every song
The crowd cheers with approval but it lasts for oh so long
It can be hard to go all balls when they fall way too short
My comrades are there for me giving me their support
La la la la la la la la la la la la
Things are growing so much stronger and faster than I ever thought
These strangers have become my brothers
Together we can not be stopped
Longevity is underrated
When familiarity is underplayed, please respect our will to give.
Please respect our right to play!
Lyrics submitted by iLoveSavesTheDay
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