"Mazohyst Of Decadence" as written by and Kaoru Kyou....
生み落とされる子供 罪の意識の無い大人 落とされ
名前も無い僕 何故ここにいるのかさえ 解らないけれど
たった数ヶ月の命とも知らず

僕は愛されたい 僕は生まれたい この母体の中見つめて
僕が意識を持った時から 二ヶ月目 何かが早いと感じた
まだ何も出来ない そのうちプラグが

不完全な僕は (僕は) 掻き落とされた痛みが体を突き抜ける
母の泣き叫ぶ声耳鳴りが止まない白衣の大人達僕を救い上げた (救い上げた 救い上げた)
冷血に満ち溢れた瞳に 血塗れの右手の無い僕が写る
そのまま黒いビニールに包まれた (包まれた)

だんだん意識が薄れる中僕は考える静かに
Cage の僕をこのまま愛せるならそれでいい 許せず

愛されない僕はこのまま死んだ方がいい
だから産声を上げず 静かに眠りましょう
一度だけ母の愛この手で感じてみたい
これが 愛なのかもしれない ありがとう
二度と開かない扉 固く閉められていた
でもね僕はきっと未来の君だから

本当にこれでいいんですね
ハイ
あなたは何人目ですか
一人目です
僕は数え切れない子供を殺しています
あなたは許せますか

もう一度聞きます
本当にこれでいいんですね
ハイ
用意はいいですか
ハイ
では始めましょう

(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
(La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, la)
(La, la, la)

体焼き尽くされ骨が無くなるまで焼き尽くす
さよなら
さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら さよなら


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"Mazohyst Of Decadence" as written by Kaoru Kyou

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  • +1
    General CommentThis is probably my favourite Dir en Grey song. Even with the Japanese lyrics, the imagery present within the song lends itself to self-explanation.
    Akashaon June 10, 2002   Link
  • +1
    General CommentMy favourite song from Diru to, no doubt about it!!! Everytime I listen to it I have to stop everything I'm doing. It's... how can I say... powerful and hypnotizing *-*
    Yuffi Mansonon July 10, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Commentmazohyst of decadence was the first dir en grey song i ever heard, and it's also my absolute favorite. unlike many other songs that run over 4-5 minutes, i can always listen to this one straight through without getting bored or skipping it. i find that pretty good, considering i can't even understand the lyrics. so, ditto akasha.
    finalfantasyon December 17, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis lyrics are written as if he is the unborn child..maybe how a unborn child would feel
    Deepshadowon March 06, 2005   Link
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    General CommentIt freaked me out when i heard it! It's such a powerful song, Kyo's screams really make the situation even more grim. And just so you know, Kyo is singing about an abortion from the foetus' point of view!! icky... but i love this song!
    washuon September 29, 2005   Link
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    General CommentI love this song and when I saw the video I loved it even more. Kyo's voice is so powerful in representing the feeling on the subject of abortion. I loves this song forever!!!!
    HaunLangon August 14, 2007   Link
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    General CommentIt's not written "as if from" an unborn child's pov - it IS written from an unborn child's pov. The child in the song is deformed so his mother decides to abort him. He (the child) keeps singing about how he just wants to be born into a world where he will be loved and cared for despite the fact that he won't come out perfect, but if he can't have a mother who will feel that way about him it would just be better if he dies now.

    Other than that this song is f'ing epic - I love the use of more traditional asian instruments added to it and the conversation between the abortion doctor and the mother has such a wonderful sensual sound to it.
    radish_babyon October 09, 2009   Link

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