Failing Retina

Time fly's by so fast, it's hard to keep track of what's going on inside of my life. So many things to do sometimes I get confused and I loose sight of what matters most. My eyes are opened wide but my retina's failing. can't see beyond distractions the world can bring. The pain of loosing sight is something I can't feel, I never want to be blind to what is real. Time comes to a halt guilt. comes from my faults. dwelling in the past leaves mistakes in the vault. over occupied myself its not good for my health. busy and bored the truth stands ignored. the useless things I seek, maybe I'm too weak, i need something more cuz' my futures looking bleak. my attention's always torn from the things that matter least it's time to clear my head and put my mind at ease