@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
She's gone and no longer
Feels she'd die without me
The other half of her
She's stopped feeling me to be
She said that she wants me
To consider us over
And tonight it's as though she
She was a dream only
As though this world is no world where
I'd ever find her
As though she isn't out there
As though there never was a her
As though there never was a her
It's like I never really knew her love
A single kiss, felt her touch
It could be that I never have
Been anything other than
Than what I am
Other than without her
Tonight it's as though she
Was just some wonderful dream
To think she really happened to me
To think she really
Happened to me
Feels she'd die without me
The other half of her
She's stopped feeling me to be
She said that she wants me
To consider us over
And tonight it's as though she
She was a dream only
As though this world is no world where
I'd ever find her
As though she isn't out there
As though there never was a her
As though there never was a her
It's like I never really knew her love
A single kiss, felt her touch
It could be that I never have
Been anything other than
Than what I am
Other than without her
Tonight it's as though she
Was just some wonderful dream
To think she really happened to me
To think she really
Happened to me
Lyrics submitted by hourafterdark
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I always thought the first line was, "She's gone and I wonder/If she'd die without me."
Woah...had no idea I commented on this song. That's scary because it makes me think I have black out problems. Good song though.