| Red House Painters – Katy Song Lyrics | 2 years ago |
| I remember it was the 23rd of December 2021, it was me and her laying on her bed looking at the ceiling as if we were looking at the stars, here where I live it\'s too cloudy to ever see stars during the Winter. I had asked her if she wanted to listen to music and I introduced her to the last song I would have ever shown her, it was Katy song. As soon as I heard the guitar melody I knew neither of us would be okay at the end, our situation was so complex like a math equation you spend hours working on but you just can\'t get the answer, truth is it\'s right in front of you it\'s all supposed to make sense but for some reason it didn\'t. One thing I wish I knew when laying down with her is that I wish I knew this would be the last time I ever saw her, I was so clueless not knowing what was bound to happen the day after, but at this moment it didn\'t matter, hearing this song play in the background subconsciously explaining our situation we had at that moment is all we needed before a goodbye, we felt at peace. The day after she did something that made me realize I couldn\'t stay hurting my self and waiting for someone that can\'t be with me, so I said goodbye. I don\'t know where you are, or what you\'re doing right now Vanessa, but I know life will be good to you, even if it won\'t be for me, I love you. | |
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