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Washington – One Man Band Lyrics 6 months ago
@[AoH:36154] I know one day we will meet just say the day? JKx

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Meghan Trainor – Like I'm Gonna Lose You (feat. John Legend) Lyrics 6 months ago
@[AoH:36153] I understand it did happen that way one moment i was there loving you next i was gone giving away our love so sad. JKx

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Bleachers – Don't Take the Money Lyrics 6 months ago
@[AoH:36152] i know you will never forget ME. JKx

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Bleachers – Don't Take the Money Lyrics 6 months ago
@[AoH:36151] I cant imagine how you were feeling through those times and in some way i am glad we met and fell in love and please dont blame yourself for not telling me and taking the money. JKx

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Tamia – Officially Missing You Lyrics 6 months ago
@[AoH:36146] Hey you have changed maybe this is the real you i do recognise the initials of your new name it must be time to get together. JKx

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The Alan Parsons Project – Silence And I Lyrics 7 months ago
Hi Annie. This comment i did believe it was giving birth but its not is it? i now believe you are sharing your feelings about having sex with other men of course i know you had a plan during these times as stated in the song "No Moneyman" was totally surprised with the Brother understand about SL. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 9 months ago
@[Rachy71:35463] Hi Annie This must be the real reason why you are unable to talk to me we were very close the other week i am truly sorry for not recognising you i still hope that one day we will be able to communicate and see each other face to face but i do believe you must overcome your fears to what happened and you must not blame yourself but unfortunately this did cause our separation not because the baby was lost but your inability to tell me which led to both our misunderstanding of each other and well the rest is history. My door is always open for us to communicate for real (no cryptic messages or your other person to chat to me) while i am still here! Hope you are well and do have a wonderful Christmas. JK x

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Garou – Sous Le Vent Lyrics 10 months ago
@[ShannyH:35453] Anne how can you live with yourself when you have the opportunity to see me and talk to me face to face but you say you are renewed refreshed and revived every time you see me behind my back and watching my life from afar over all these years to me that's very sad. John

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Black Flag – No Values Lyrics 10 months ago
Anne it is simple? I now know the truth of what you were going through and I am truly sorry for not realising your situation you never gave me the chance to understand what you were going through so now i do lets get together and finish the sadness of what's happened during the last 50 years it really is time to be able to talk to me. John

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Methods Of Mayhem – Narcotic Lyrics 10 months ago
Anne talk to me and i will explain why those actions happened and i really want to change your thoughts on what you believe that i was glad to watch you limp never knew you were going through those problems which i now know. John

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Fleetwood Mac – Sooner Or Later Lyrics 10 months ago
ok you have basically told me in this song how you feel now be strong to tell me to my face. John

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The Carpenters – I Won't Last A Day Without You Lyrics 10 months ago
Annie how can you really mean this when you cannot even speak to me and seriously think you amuse me because of what happened

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Gomez – Whippin' Piccadilly Lyrics 10 months ago
Anne its ok to admit this is you and you are talking about me its time for no more hiding lets get together for real. John

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The Alan Parsons Project – Silence And I Lyrics 10 months ago
I still wish i was with you while you were going through your miscarriage/still birth
whether i was the father or not. John

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:35194] Hi I have sent an important message to you on ********425 concerning your silence over all these years hope you received it? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:35073] Hi its perfectly alright to come out behind your shadow as it was such a shame you were unable to tell me your plan before you realising something was wrong you can talk to me Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:34854] Forgot to mention was it your connection with mum for so many years well it should not be as knowing this I needed to know her connection so I investigated her life and surprised what I found out the connection was her step dad but did she ever tell you what she did during the German occupation of Norway and the reason why her brother changed his name by deed poll wow another story I will write in fact it is part 1 leading to you in part 2 again I say please dont be concerned with your connection as now so many questions has now been answered

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:34843] Hi again I do finally want to say that yes we both have made mistakes and I understand that you want to make up for them and you seem to think its impossible BUT I promise you it is not just talk to me I know you feel inferior and could never be on equal footing I can promise you I dont see you as that I only see you as someone who fell in love and due to your incredible sad situation you chose to do what you thought best at the time and your hope of what may happen in the future which didn't and it is still affecting you today and I am absolutely sure there would be some release if you were able to talk to me as I know now what truly happened and how you must have felt in not being able to tell me which you have always wanted me to know in your own way. Finally just to ask was it your sexual activities or losing your baby (stillbirth/termination still not sure) or both WHY you are unable to talk/face me all I can say is I am truly sorry for how I have acted towards you in the past especially during our short phone call in 1995 and I hope you are able to truly forgive me as I have truly forgiven you and I do hope that maybe we will be able to talk to each other one day x

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:34840] Hi Amh back since April been chatting with someone you know and I thought we were getting somewhere but no change still hiding behind another face and still paying with cryptic messages unfortunately I became bored I have asked for you to be able to show your real self as I know what you have wanted me to know "The Truth". There comes a time that just maybe what I was hoping for may never happen but I will say that I am always open for you to contact me if your ever able to talk to me as yourself and possibly meet (ha ha a miracle) but I will say that in the last few years you have given me a wonderful story which I have already started and I do thank you but I will say I have one concern why you want to keep track of my life through other people when you are not able to face/talk to me I have not decided what needs to be done as you are not talking to me only you now can rectify this problem. Please understand that everything that has happened between us would not have changed the situation at all you had too much going on in your life so lets look at the year we had together and remember how great that was ok. C'est la vie Jak

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Fleetwood Mac – I Need Your Love Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Resolution1:34219] Wonderful rendition of this song in particular Peter Green's vocals? jx

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Yes – Heart of the Sunrise Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Resolution1:34218] Have seen Yes in 2 live concerts in the 70s excellent x

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Billie Holiday – I Don't Want to Cry Anymore Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Resolution1:34217] I know!!!!

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[ForeverYours18:34093] OK I can see it was the wrong questions I sent you and it is now clear to contact you by phone and visit you at our agreed meeting place (Moli33) when lockdown is over? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[ForeverYours18:34061] I have sent you another personal message please read and reply. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[ForeverYours18:33969] Hi surely it is time to be open with each other Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33962] As we are at present being totally affected by covid-19 around the world I seriously believe life may never be the same again so it is now very important for 'reconciliation' and at present it needs to be 'facetiming' I am sure you want to BUT I feel your still concerned how I will react and you being rejected again well I hope this helps firstly back to the past when we were together with everything that was happening and what you had said to me you could not tell me the truth as you did not want to be rejected (as happened with your F) as you truly loved me but unfortunately it did happen yes it was caused by total misunderstanding I loved you the way you were and if you had told me the truth I would have been angry and sad but not with you it would have been with other people ( but you knew that could not happen!) and I know now why you could not face me with what was happening so moving forward to now we have a chance to reconcile the past and I promise you I have no intention of making you feel rejected and I will say again I am truly sorry for 1995 I hope you understood the reason I had explained before so again I will say I am seriously looking forward to seeing and chatting with you so come on let's just do it. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[ForeverYours18:33911] As you know I did try to phone as stated as we are not allowed to meet up at present due to the coronavirus but still no contact is the phone number I am contacting wrong if so what is it or is there something I am still missing?? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33910] At present it is impossible for us to actually meet up due to the coronavirus so to be able to chat over the phone seemed the way forward but your still not able to talk to me so am I still missing something?? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33906] Hi did try earlier have I got the right number? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[ForeverYours18:33877] ok many thanks for your message and I do know who to ring. Love and peace was an era just before our time hmm I want to say that my total and stupid misunderstand of what you were going through created the hurt and anger I had but over last 3 years realising how you actually sacrificed your true love to protect me at the time especially what I now know you were going through and not understanding your cries and then speaking to you in 1995 as I did and I am truly truly sorry that happened and when we speak and hopefully see each other (skype) on Monday it will be from love and peace and not anger. Let me ask you have you always believed I would realise the truth at some point and that we would speak to each other ever again? wow. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[ForeverYours18:33867] I have sent you a personal message please read Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33855] Hi Annie firstly I want to say hope you and your family are well. Are you self isolating? My son and I are classed as "Key workers" and have been asked to continue working if at all possible and so far it's ok. You know I tried to skype you earlier but later thought that your mobile number I have is for incoming calls/messages "only" due to the "situation" but maybe as I have contacted Naomi's mobile number in 2017 this is the route I should take so I will try and skype your number first and if no reply then try Naomi's number on Monday 6th April at 2pm (I do recall your last "Journal" entry was made on this day in 2007 dates seem very important to you?). If I am wrong in my thinking about skyping Naomi then please let me know but I do hope that next Monday we have a connection finally! Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33809] Hi Annie well lockdown has happened and it would be totally irresponsible for us to physically meet on Tuesday as we could be putting other people's lives in danger including ourselves in catching coronavirus it was going to be our time together in nearly 50 years face to face. I know our time we come when we all get back to "normality" and we are able to physically meet up but how long will that be? I do have a solution? Technology has given us the possibility of being able to see and speak to each other via our mobile phones so on Tuesday at 1pm lets 'Skype' each other it is the next best thing in the situation our country is in and so we can keep to our arrangement I truly hope you agree to my suggestion all you need to do is download the Skype app (I have an Android phone) I will be contacting you from my car I seriously can't wait to see and chat with you it has been so long (I know you want this too remembering Christmas Eve) it is time to stop hiding and being able to talk to each other instead of 'cryptic' messages and why today this is still happening is it because of how you 'feel' or maybe you have a concern is it ONLY me sending messages to you well I am going to say something now to you which I would have no reason at all to mention to anyone else since we were together. Ok it's very personal remember I believe it was our first time we had intercourse together you helped me and I wondered if you were a virgin (WHY was that so important to teenage males in particular at that time and also WHY teenage females felt it necessary not to be truthful! as it made no difference at all how they actually felt for each other) I do hope you do believe now it is only me! If you have a problem for us to Skype each other on Tuesday or you have other ideas please contact me. I am believing your mobile number is the one I have been contacting you on and you do know my mobile number so looking forward to Tuesday at 1pm. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33753] Hi Annie. I thought it was important to discuss the coronavirus as our country is trying to deal with the disease. We dont know from day to day what our government is going to decide but at present we are still allowed to move about unless we have symptoms where we need to stay at home so I just wanted to let you know that I am still intending to meet you on 31st even if it means having to be 2 metres apart from each other??? Unfortunately as we did not chat to each other on Christmas Eve I dont know your position whether you are able or want to move about? Have you chosen to self isolate? I do understand until we meet each other you do not want to communicate normally so if I hear nothing from you I will DEFINITELY be at our meeting place unless the government decides to move into total lockdown and we are unable to move around anywhere but please let me know if you are not able to be there by sending me a cryptic message on this site. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33720] Hi again. I have sent a date to your mobile for us to meet on Tuesday 31st March at 1pm (Moli33) I do hope this is ok for you sorry its been a couple of weeks but I needed to arrange cover for the work I do. I hope you and your family are safe from the Coronavirus pandemic at present we all are, we dont know what the next few weeks holds for us all so if it becomes impossible for any of us to move around then we can rearrange when we meet so I do understand why you dont want to speak via the phone but you can continue to send cryptic messages if you prefer again apologise for not understanding "Moli33" for quite a while I was looking at different places as it did not happen on first arranged place but throughout the decades it was never going to happen on the first occasion of us meeting and I never realised there was a second occasion but what happened last Christmas Eve shows me that you really do want to meet and I truly believe this will happen next time as you needed to know it was actually me and only me the first time and I am sure you do know now that it really is. See you soon. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33666] ok lets continue knowing I was leaving college to start my career you then thought of finding me a girlfriend (Pari) that you had arranged to keep close to me ready for the day we would meet what did surprise me that you knew (accepted) that I was having sex with her which I could not understand until now when you have such strong feelings for someone and truly hoping that we would get back together again you certainly would not want me to find someone out of your control and on the sex part well I believe you felt it was payback for you having sex with other men when we were together and you also wanted me to know what you were going through with music and I now truly know in my heart the meaning of what you were trying to cry out to me with this particular song "Nights in white satin never reaching the end; Letters I've written never meaning to send; Beauty I've always missed with these eyes before; Just what the truth is I can't say anymore; 'Cause I love you; Yes I love you; Oh how I love you; Gazing at people some hand in hand; Just what i'm going through they can't understand; Some try to tell me thoughts they cannot defend; Just what you want to be you will be in the end; 'Cause I love you; Oh how I love you.....Wow it certainly hits home what you were going through again I am truly sorry for not realising your pain at that time. Then we reach the time you were pregnant with your daughter and you really wanted me to know before you actually got married to the man I saw you with at the church again did not happen as I had met someone at work who was out of your control which was just what you were trying to stop happening and when some time latter you knew I went to Norway with her you knew it could be serious so possibly a final attempt through Pari that we would meet up first night ok playing Nights in white satin all night and I was returning the 2nd night (what did you have planned) but again did not happen and to this day I don't really know why I did not go probably I just was not interested in Pari anymore (At that time I truly did not know the connection with you). Then with your daughter you decided to live a life of being part of me from afar with my mother; Margery; Alison (1995) should have been sorted at that time again it didn't through my anger; Currently another Alison and I am sure there are many others as well. All what I have written could be perceived as spite; anger; pay back and even stalking but Annie I really do know now it was not that at all I have wondered in the past WHY me hey we can never say who we will truly fall in love with and how we would react in certain situations that may arise. There is just one thing missing to actually complete the last 3 years and that is communication between us face to face this nearly happened on Christmas Eve at Tesco's I am so sorry I did not recognise you immediately it was not until later thinking how you looked at me that I thought it might be you. I do believe you want to meet and your last message Moli33 was hard to fathom out but I think it might be where I arranged to meet you before but you did not turn up if it is the same place (33 in Moli) please confirm and I will set another day and time to meet up ok. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33665] ok lets continue knowing I was leaving college to start my career you then thought of finding me a girlfriend (Pari) that you had arranged to keep close to me ready for the day we would meet what did surprise me that you knew (accepted) that I was having sex with her which I could not understand until now when you have such strong feelings for someone and truly hoping that we would get back together again you certainly would not want me to find someone out of your control and on the sex part well I believe you felt it was payback for you having sex with other men when we were together and you also wanted me to know what you were going through with music and I now truly know in my heart the meaning of what you were trying to cry out to me with this particular song "Nights in white satin never reaching the end; Letters I've written never meaning to send; Beauty I've always missed with these eyes before; Just what the truth is I can't say anymore; 'Cause I love you; Yes I love you; Oh how I love you; Gazing at people some hand in hand; Just what i'm going through they can't understand; Some try to tell me thoughts they cannot defend; Just what you want to be you will be in the end; 'Cause I love you; Oh how I love you.....Wow it certainly hits home what you were going through again I am truly sorry for not realising your pain at that time. Then we reach the time you were pregnant with your daughter and you really wanted me to know before you actually got married to the man I saw you with at the church again did not happen as I had met someone at work who was out of your control which was just what you were trying to stop happening and when some time latter you knew I went to Norway with her you knew it could be serious so possibly a final attempt through Pari that we would meet up first night ok playing Nights in white satin all night and I was returning the 2nd night (what did you have planned) but again did not happen and to this day I don't really know why I did not go probably I just was not interested in Pari anymore (At that time I truly did not know the connection with you). Then with your daughter you decided to live a life of being part of me from afar with my mother; Margery; Alison (1995) should have been sorted at that time again it didn't through my anger; Currently another Alison and I am sure there are many others as well. All what I have written could be perceived as spite; anger; pay back and even stalking but Annie I really do know now it was not that at all I have wondered in the past WHY me hey we can never say who we will truly fall in love with and how we would react in certain situations that may arise. There is just one thing missing to actually complete the last 3 years and that is communication between us face to face this nearly happened on Christmas Eve at Tesco's I am so sorry I did not recognise you immediately it was not until later thinking how you looked at me that I thought it might be you. I do believe you want to meet and your last message Moli33 was hard to fathom out but I think it might be where I arranged to meet you before but you did not turn up if it is the same place (33 in Moli) please confirm and I will set another day and time to meet up ok. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33662] Hi Annie. There is something I want to share with you after all this time trying to understand what the truth was between us and learning what the real importance was of our true emotions in this regard I now believe I do understand WHY you chose to act the way you have over the years until now and probably forever. Firstly it is very important for me to say that I am truly truly sorry for doubting your true and unselfish love you had for me which as you have shared will always be with you. I have always until now believed if you truly love someone you would want to be with them no matter what my opinion now has changed since knowing the truth and I do know how true and unselfish love for someone can happen being apart from someone this is now what I believe with you. When we were together and everything that was happening because of how you felt for me you knew you could not tell me because of what I would think of you and at that time I am sure I would have felt betrayed amongst many other things so the other idea was for to somehow be apart of each other until it was safe to be together again unfortunately that did not happen so another plan had to be thought of and that was me seeing you regularly and I am sure believing I would want to speak to you and that did not happen so what next message later Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33477] This message should have continued from the last. There have been many instances which has been mentioned before at the beginning showing yourself regularly to me, using different people Pari (as I was leaving college and starting my career), Margery (information), Alison and others (sex) and at present another Alison (watching) but there was a period of time when you were getting married and being 6 months pregnant you really wanted me to see you firstly you wanted me to visit you a couple of weeks before your wedding day where you were staying in Dyke Road, wanting me to see you on your wedding day, then Lucy (Rose) mentioning you at a party then seeing you holding your baby and using Pari again to try and let me know about you through music unfortunately again nothing was successful. Through my eyes you getting married and having a baby you must have been emotionally excited and your future was settled so why was it so important to have contact with me at that time well I now understand how true love can make someone act a certain way. You wanted to see me before your marriage to tell me how much you loved me and wanted then for us to be together bringing up the baby and I believe the truth would have been shared about the past. I do wander what you have shared with your daughter Naomi and is that now another possibility why you still feel the need to be in hiding I promise you nothing will surprise me what you might share with me hey I do believe its time what do you think? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33410] Hi Annie. A personal message to you. I thought today was a perfect time to message you remembering how as teenagers we had made a commitment to each other via the giving of a ring from me and you accepting everything did happen so quickly and it seemed we had no worries about the future (except exams) looking forward to the summer and our trip to Norway, 7 months later it was all gone you could not tell what was happening in your life (understandably) and my misunderstanding of you meeting someone else and had fallen pregnant communication ended. Now we are both OAP's and what I now totally understand over the last few years how you can truly love someone always and for me not to judge the actions which have occurred over many years and I do know you are sorry for not telling me the truth at the time ( as teenagers you could not say anything) but I know you have always wanted me to know the truth and music was the instrument in trying to let me know and with mum passing away the truth started to show itself and eventually it came to light but there is a consequence in knowing the truth as you know I really want us to communicate as there are many things I would like to share with you and I know you want to as well and we were so close last Christmas Eve for that to happen. I know you have been living in secrecy hiding your identity over nearly 50 years does this mean the problems you had in the past are still around today and are you still concerned about what might happen dont be on my meeting with SL I knew something was seriously wrong its covered or maybe you are concerned about arrangements you may have with other people if we met dont be I have no interest in changing anything you may have already arranged all I want is for you to be honest and upfront with me and end the secrecy so please leave me a message or contact me or I am happy to contact you which I have tried to do on many occasions on (mob #######2425) and being greeted with an answering machine) please let me know when is the best time to call you. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33344] HI we have now entered another decade (still dont know where the last 5 have gone) as of last month I have become an OAP and how life is today I wonder what my 16 year self would have thought just starting out on life's experiences. I have just achieved something I never thought would ever happen I visited a country I had no interest in visiting (the country of your birth) but my hardened heart had lightened and with the love of golf and an opportunity to go I made the journey to Florida and I must say it was the best holiday seeing the wildlife on the golf course (including alligators) wonderful spacious shops, restaurants and great places to visit and driving was definitely an experience especially when the yellow school bus stopped and every vehicle lane had to stop and wait behind the bus until it moved off I also found the people respectful, gracious and the way life used to be in Britain years ago (I appreciate I was only there a short time and probably different if you lived there). The reason for sharing the above with you is to show you a comparison in other aspects of life, the truth has come to light concerning us and I know one thing as I knew a part of you back then I would like to know the other half as well (the whole you) and this can only happen by communicating I do know how you have felt over all these years but unless you try you will never know and I do believe you have always wanted to but there was so much for you to tell me and I know as time went on you could not face me with the truth especially knowing how angry/hurt I was but I will say one thing when I eventually realised what the truth was for a short moment I wished I had been there for you but as you know I could not have and the rest is history so we were so close recently when you passed me at Tesco's on Christmas Eve it was your eyes that I knew it was you but too late I still believe that it will happen I hope sooner than later as you never know what tomorrow may bring? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:33033] Hi again I am still hoping one day we will be able to communicate it was close on Christmas Eve. I do wonder is it you, me or is there still a situation with others that you find it difficult to talk to me even though I know you really do even after nearly 5 decades because if I am wrong WHY would you want to closely follow my life as you have done. I want to reiterate my message on 15/12/19 that what you had to go through in 1971 with having sex with many men and I am sure it happened across the water before as well and then accidentally falling pregnant and then going through an abortion lets be honest your decision (no matter how hard that must have been) was right at the time I would never have understood what was happening to you especially concerning your father and the reason our situation has continued all this time has been decisions made following that evening "Rachy71" and understanding what both of us was actually thinking not able to communicate misunderstandings was bound to happen until now and we now have an opportunity to change the past putting aside any anger, bitterness, regret and fear as TRUTH has come to light and I totally understand reading all of your comments how you can truly love someone forever. What I have realised over the years "Love is not a feeling but an act of your will" anyway I do hope we can talk to each other soon. I am away on holiday for 2 weeks after this Sunday as my passion now is playing golf and not sex since my prostate operation and I am visiting a country I thought I would never visit the United States in fact its the state of Florida where we are going to play the golf course known as TPC Sawgrass (you may have heard of it) a very special occasion seriously not looking forward to the 9-hour flight anyway I do hope when we return we will be able to talk. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32923] Well we were very close on Christmas Eve at Tesco's lets be honest you did have an advantage in recognising me (it was the continuous stare) that made me think later that you knew me and WHY did you not say something then realising it must have been YOU and wishing I had recognised you then so I do hope we have the chance again to actually speak to each other (was that the closest we have been to each other since the early days??). "Moli33" are we looking at "The Artist Residence" and "The Set" are you BACK there, are you involved or living there? OR was it simply just telling me what was actually happening there during our time? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32794] Hi again first of all I dont believe you should feel inferior whether you were forced or willing to be with other men it happened and nothing can change how I felt about you at the time (did not know how you lost your virginity remember!) so you were able to lie so there are many other questions to ask. 1) When we first met were you trying to get pregnant before your father came over from the States? 2) When you realised you had feelings for me you must have known what was going to happen when your father (or was he!!) came over so WHY did you want to continue with our relationship without telling me something? 3) Was it important to antagonize your F by showing him the RING I gave you? WHY did you decide to come to Norway with me maybe to tell me something (you were pregnant by this time but knowing you were going to have the pregnancy terminated) you never did! 4) Surely you could have said to me need to concentrate on getting an education for our future not to see each other for a while (at least we would have communicated!) 5) WHY WHY WHY did you plan and decide to have collaborators (relying on other people will never work as it turned out) contriving for me to meet other women (particularly Pari) offering sex connecting with my mother (who was abused by her step father in Norway connection!!) wanting me to regularly see you firstly with Steve then you getting married and once holding your baby daughter that must have been your happiest time escaping your abusive F and giving birth to a beautiful daughter (Let your love flow!) really WHY did you want to bother with me when I had met someone not involved with you. 5) WHY over many years contriving for me to meet woman offering sex and discussing you strange that! THEN the call I made to you in 1995 which should of had a conclusion but instead ended again in anger as I never could understand why you were using these people in the way you were and not being able to communicate directly with me THEN finally finding out the truth after mum passed away (another 3 years) and still today you are wanting to know my life as you had to find someone after mum I do know one person involved and their might be others. Finally the simplest thing would have been once you had decided in your heart that you could not tell me to let it go and move on but you have not been able to do that as deep regret had controlled you over the years and I know you have always wanted to tell me and hoped I would realise the truth through your 'music' hey it has taken nearly fifty years wow! I hope you can look in the mirror and feel in your heart the only way both of us can have any true satisfaction is for us to be able to at least talk I believe its a necessity. Moli33 message is it 1) Bch in Eastern Road or 2) Kc in New England Road. Please reply on this occasion. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32724] I was getting there last year until I was side-tracked by 'Rachy71' I knew about father only who would have thought when I first saw you and Steve together and you did not acknowledge me and at that moment I did not want to talk to you again not knowing you could not actually talk to me and Steve was working with father as your protector/p--p!!!! How could I know what you were feeling and what you were fearing. One regret is that I did not know the REAL you!! Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32701] Well it has been nearly 3 years since I have been in your world trying to understand WHY you have lived your life the way you have and hopefully trying to 'resolve' a nearly 50 year old mystery (I know I misunderstood a cryptic message from last year which I am sure you enjoyed!) it is time now for you to enter my world where I will be using simple conversation. As of last month knowing now you had a termination rather than a still birth I decided that was the reason you could not tell me UNTIL last week when I heard a tune on the radio that I have not heard for many years 'Lay Lady Lay' by Bob Dylan hmm I never thought that tune would make the final piece to a long running jigsaw maybe 'Sweet Dreams are made of this' by Eurythmics (good old Annie!!) would be more appropriate what do you think? I want to write more to you in a private message but no point if you are not going to read it so please let me know as I am happy to write it hear where many people will read it or I am happy to talk to you (is your last 3 numbers 425) I will not leave messages and I do promise that 1995 was a total mistake unfortunately I did not understand and I am truly truly truly sorry for what happened just let me know (hey no wander you used 'sex' on many occasions. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32491] Hi again A (anonymity has been key in your life) ok your last cryptic message "Moli33" I am hoping you mean KC in New England Street I have visited on occasions over the years and I have prayed this is correct and I WILL visit again OR just maybe it might be W in Dyke Road where you lived during your first marriage. It has been now over 2 years since my first contact with you and sadly it has been a shame you have never read my personal messages I sent to you as I was close to the truth but this last year I was side-tracked from "Rachy71" as that was an "analogy" as I now know P was T and you were desperate to tell me before T as I am sure you really wanted to have the baby didn't you? As you were over 18 years old I am sure it was legal in 1971 for you to make a decision BUT I was only 17 was that a factor? I can imagine what you had to go through with my mother and your father bombarding you to consider our careers if we had a baby now and how could we support the baby. Under normal circumstances all of us would have discussed together that T was the best way forward as we were too young BUT it was not normal and it was agreed forcibly that you would not tell me you were pregnant which mum would have agreed to as the truth about what happened to you by your F in the past could not come to light!! This now explains everything which has happened from then on you were never afraid of your F but I know your love for me is WHY you never told me and you have never been able to come to terms with what happened and I know how sorry you are and I do pray you are able to truly forgive me for my own thoughts and actions at the time. Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32200] Hi message from Moli did you mean CTK at New England Street Brighton or Clarendon Villas Hove? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32166] Hi found 4 names (1) Claire Constance (2) Jacqueline Ann (3) Lewis Jason (4) Sarah Jane. Waiting for more information to come through. Just a feeling I have it might be Jacqueline Ann so a baby girl it would be great to know why you decided on Jacqueline hopefully one day I will be able to tell you how remarkable the name you have chosen was. Still waiting to find out the resting place is you can still let me know where? Jx

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Annie Lennox – Why Lyrics 1 year ago
@[Rbeals76:32131] Hi I must be getting too old when I am unable to understand your last cryptic message no wonder my journalistic career never materialised. You are very good at this although you do have decades of experience and my hazy memory of what we did especially where we both used to hang out during our breaks never thought how important that would be (Birast.Nc) if this is correct I do thank you. Jx

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