| Radiohead – Fake Plastic Trees Lyrics | 8 years ago |
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@[buggy1984:4941] I can't be sure if you are still alive, who knows maybe you actually did it. I can say that when I heard this song a couple of months after I tried for my fifth and final time to kill myself, that if I had heard this song I might of actually gone through with it. All my attempts were very bad ones, but I just wanted to see if I could feel anything, or if there was still something inside me that made me human. I remember that when I used to cut myself that I couldn't feel anything as the blade went through, it was just numb. Later, when I tried to do it by bath, I felt numb when the blade went through the first couple of times, but I realized that I just couldn't get myself to cut deep enough. I was too afraid to push the blade any further and about what would happen if I stayed alive after such a huge cut. After I talked myself out of it, I believe that would of been my third attempt, for the first time I could feel the pain. The pain had scared me shitless. I realized that if I was going to do it, it wouldn't be by cutting. I don't know what I was really talking about there but I don't know, just thought I would share my experience |
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