July 28,2008 Hey Kristin & Kate, What's up? I was glad that you guys came out to visit me. I didn'nt care how many people were mad that you guys were there. I didn't think I was ever going to see you guys in person again. when you guys said that you felt like you were in the land of hate well it didn't end there after you guys left. Loni was so pissed like always and she freakin' through cheese at me cause I was ask

December 29, 2007 I think Kylie and Coach Snow are dating because Coach Snow has been taking Kylie home or takes her back to her house or something. Coach Snow is always inviting her to all the basketball stuff and she goes to our basketball games. Not to mention we were playing this game called apple to apples at mary's grandma's for a christmas party and Kylie was there of course and it was her turn and there was something about toys and Coach Snow said something to Kylie like it depends on what kind of toys. Then what was kind of werid was Coach Snow was making all these comments about guys like that guy is not that bad looking. Also when we were playing apple to apples the cateagory was ugly and I think Coach Snow or Kylie put men are ugly since Kylie and Coach Snow are lesbians. But I think is is kind of werid how Kylie and Coach Snow are together cause then that means I can see kylie cause I love Kylie. She is freakin' sweet and I can't believe she thinks that I never talk. I have always thought she was hot and I am shy around those people besides Coach McConnell I think she is hot. I don't know what I am going to do when I can't see Coach Snow or Coach McConnell or Kylie anymore. I think I will go crazy. I am going to miss Sierra and Kelly Dearman alot out of the captians. Sierra always touches my ass which is pretty hot. I love Sierra. I am going to miss Kelly alot during Cross Country cause she was my slacking buddy. Also I won't be able to see her run in her sports bra like she did one time at practice.

September 7th, 2008 So I was Brandee the counsler from Red Cabin. BRANDEE: I just wanted to say hi and I miss you! I haven't talked to you in awhile! what are you up to? ME: I am at a cross country meet. Dude did you get the text about Ricki. I think that is freakin' awesome. BRANDEE: Lol. Yah. How do you know Ricki is Bi? like maybe that is why she is obessed with you. don't forget I said I can see her being a lesbian. ME: cause I seen it on her myspace and I told her I didn't care if she was. and that was Taylor that was obessed with me. Ricki was obessed with my voice. BRANDEE: I think Ricki had a crush on you dude. I mean I know Taylor did. But so did Ricki. ME: I know well I have a crush on Kimmie. I mean I actually like Ricki. well what did you do today? BRANDEE: Went to my parents house. I went to the football game last night and chilled with friends and boyfriend. ME: O well I have been hanging out with the cross country team a lot the pass couple days but this was a good conversation we had about Ricki having a crush on me and stuff.

ME: Hey how have you been? JAYME: I'm good darlin......how are you? ME: yeah. I am pretty good. i need to talk/tell you something. JAYME:Ok...tell me!! ME: well i know that you arent a judgement person well i see you as a person that isnt judgement but i wanted to tell you that i am a lesbian and it has take me a while to build up to tell you. cause i know i have deny it alot. and i know that this was a really ramdom time to tell you but the best for me. JAYME: sweetheart you should never be afriad to tell me anything and you are right....i am not a judgement and i feel the same way as i did before.....i still love you. ME: yeah....i shouldnt have been scared but you just never know how someone will react. but skool and this has been kind of with homecoming coming up saturday. JAYME: I'm sorry. are you going with friends? have you told many people how you fee? ME: well no cause they really don't know but they have an idea. i wanted to take this girl from watkins to homecoming but our skool doesn't let girls bring girls. JAYME: you can't even bring someone as a friend? your school should not be allowed to discriminate against that. ME: nope not even as a friend. but yeah i know they shouldn't but they are doing it. JAYME: well then you can't bring anybody from an outside school. right? ME:no you can bring a guy if you are a girl from outside of skool and a guy can bring a girl but not girl bring a girl or guy bring a guy. JAYME: have you talked to a school counselor about that? they are completely confidental and that is very illegal. ME: really i would but i am def. closeted at skool and my aunt works in the office but i should prolly say something. JAYME: well......if you talked to a guidance counselor they can't say anything. it is completely confidental ME: yeah that is true, JAYME: I think you should Em. that isn't fair and there might be someone out there just like you with the same issures. ME: yeah I know.

I really miss seeing Kimmie, Bertha, Bobbi, Emily K, Brandee and Rachel "Saccy". These were all the people that I talked a lot too when I was at camp the summer of '08. At least I can talk to them either myspace, facebook, or email. Bobbi was one of the people that I really liked at camp. she was so completive when we played games with the kids. People always thought that she was mean. She was always making me laugh especially when she was around Rachel. Bobbi and Bertha always was joking around with me saying I was gay and butch and all that stuff. Bobbi makes me laugh all the time if I was upset, mad, pissed, or whatever mood I was in. Bobbi is so freakin' awsome I wish that she was my English 10 teacher that would be sweet. I miss Kimmie alot I have message her a couple times on myspace and I have texted her a couple times. I miss her hugs they were probably the best hugs I ever got from someone. I hope it didn't creep Kimmie out that I told her that I had a huge crush on her. Bertha was a second mom to me. She liked me a lot. she called me her "Baby girl." she always around with me and I always joked around with her. Her hugs were really good too. When I was sick she made sure she stayed by my side when I was sleeping til I felt better. When I was cold she gave me one of her blankets and then she eventually gave it to me to have memories of her. I sleep with it just about every night. She also gave me a picture of the staff of the summer of '08 and told me I would be in that picture someday. Brandee is like a sister to me we always talked to each other every night before we went to bed. she was always understood me. When I told her I was gay she still let me sleep in the same sleeping bag lol. Emily K. I really didn't like her when I first met her but she was one of those people you have to get to know first. Once I got to know her she was freakin' awesome. she was always joking with me. Rachel "Saccy" she fuckin crack me up when she was around Bobbi and they talked about them going to gay clubs together. Rachel showed us how she freakin' dance at the clubs lol it was hilarious!!!