i just made a friend at youth to youth i met her at jume camp during the summer of 2007 but then i became closer to her during march camp of 2008 and she has help me alot. ME:hey can i talk to you now. KENSIE:im here. ME: ok well i hope this doesn't like creep you out or anything but the BIG reason why i was depressed at camp was cause when that kid asked me out i had mixed emotions like do i like guys? or do i like girls? or do i like both? have you ever had this happen be for? also i get depressed and stressed over the littlest things. KENSIE: that definitily does not creep me out. my best friend is actually a lesbian. and it is totally normal. and you know what, i think that you are so brave for admitting to me that soemtimes you feel that way. it can be very tough to figure out whether you are actually gay or not. but its about what makes you comfortable. and i am xactly the same way about getting stressed and upset and stuff over little things. but you know this isnt that little of a thing. and it is very ok that you are upset about it and i would definitelt like to hear more abouthow youre feeling about it. ME: I just found out that the whole side of my brother in law family is against gays and i don't know how my mom will react and i know my dad won't even let me step foot in his house if he knew cause he wont even let me watch ellen degenerers and i like to watch her show. but i know as far as friends i will have a lot of guy friend cause they don't care specially that kid that tryed asking me out. so i know that pretty much i wont be telling anybody but you. but i really don't know how long that is going to last. KENSIE: well i dont know exactly what to do in this situation. but my friend felt the same way. and her parents actually reacted fine. but i cant say that for everyones parents. but i am here for you. any time you need to talk. i try to check it every day but i dont always have time to write back. im going to ask my friend what she thinks you should do but i wont say anything about who you are. not that you would know here anyways lol but you might.