• Soo...today on a kind date like thing with Jacob. My kinda boyfriend I run into johnny. No hes not just an old fling or old flame. I honestly believe he is the one. I know Im young and you dont meet the one til after your 28 but yeah he is. He is the one and only guy who makes me upset for not even noticing me even when I know he is. He is the only guy who I get and I would be completely devoted to. He is the only guy I met who makes me tingle. He is the only one I miss. and I dont want to put him out there so I will say he is with some one. Someone who treats him like shit. Someone who doesnt know how great he is. And that person at one time told him not to look at me because the way he looked at me. He even admitted that he couldnt look at me cause his feelings were strong. And he stops talking to me all the time. And he makes me wish we never met. but... ok i think you get it. So today we run into each other. We were around a group of like 5. He came up to me and poked my shoulder. I look at him and said oh so your talking to me now. He says yea. I was holding a baby shower bag. and he says its a boy. and I say yea Johnny jr. and we laugh a little. He had a lighter and i said to him I thought you didnt smoke any more. I do I am going to smoke on my break he said. Ive been smoking more since youve been gone. I am depressed he said. I said oh really *rolling my eyes* he asked me were I went. I tell him to a relatives. I continue to say I had a failed attempt to get an apartment. then I said maybe you should get me and Johnny jr a house. and he says give me a month do you want to move to highland park. I turn away i say softly i dont know where that is. We laugh I point to the bus and say to jacob theres your bus. and we walk away. I dont know why I let this shit bother me. Most of the time I pretend like I never met. He told me once that maybe one day I will meet someone who will make my heart bloom like a flower (i know corny) And it only took him 3 days for me to not want to let go. But I have to there is nothing left I can do.

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