i feel as though i'm back again in 1 of the darkest period of my life, when i felt so bad abt wat i had done to a guy i regarded as one of my close frens. the melody is reali so touching n sad. like how sori n guilty i felt towards the pain i inflicted on my fren. the feeling is there ... the agony of trying to distinguish if wat i felt fer him was real love or onlie juz frenship. but i wasn't that ready to figure out my tots cos he's like leaving mi faster den anything else, so i wanted to remain in contact w him more then understand our horrible situation. but he nv answers... despite my emails, calls n notes. i guess ultimately i wanted to noe that i still love him as a fren n that this can be reflected in his feelings to mi oso. ya.. wanted his spontanity n keep our r/s still alive. but alas, we both noe, that it is completely useless n wld nv come true.
i feel as though i'm back again in 1 of the darkest period of my life, when i felt so bad abt wat i had done to a guy i regarded as one of my close frens. the melody is reali so touching n sad. like how sori n guilty i felt towards the pain i inflicted on my fren. the feeling is there ... the agony of trying to distinguish if wat i felt fer him was real love or onlie juz frenship. but i wasn't that ready to figure out my tots cos he's like leaving mi faster den anything else, so i wanted to remain in contact w him more then understand our horrible situation. but he nv answers... despite my emails, calls n notes. i guess ultimately i wanted to noe that i still love him as a fren n that this can be reflected in his feelings to mi oso. ya.. wanted his spontanity n keep our r/s still alive. but alas, we both noe, that it is completely useless n wld nv come true.