If you listen closely he says: “And I knock you back with something sweet as ron” which will make more sense because later he says: “with something sweet as wine”. In this case I believe that this lines refer to commit suicide with pills and alcohol, she will be the pills and he will be the alcohol, and that’s why he thinks his relationship is almost suicidal because they shouldn’t be together like no one should never mix pills and alcohol.
If you listen closely he says: “And I knock you back with something sweet as ron” which will make more sense because later he says: “with something sweet as wine”. In this case I believe that this lines refer to commit suicide with pills and alcohol, she will be the pills and he will be the alcohol, and that’s why he thinks his relationship is almost suicidal because they shouldn’t be together like no one should never mix pills and alcohol.