Lyric discussion by Foggypebble2 

What I get from the lyrics-- When the speaker was a child his father was shot while out. The speaker feels like his childhood ended that day. The speaker hasn't accepted it and moved on; instead of crying and going through mourning, he stays in denial and waits for his father to return home. His father was the closest person to him and he still feels alone without him.

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