Some of this ended up being lyrics in their songs later on, all the way through The High End of Low. My guess is that these were some of Marilyn Manson's creative thoughts and processes as he would sit and ponder about the world.
Slutgarden
A song about his desire for Dita Von Teese, as back then--as he says now--he confused desire with weakness:
"I'm a VCR funeral of dead-memory waste and
my smile is a chainlink fence that I have put up"
Vodevil
A song about his life in the media, eaten up by the counter-culture and hated on by the pop culture:
"VIP ADD TRD violent shiny hate crime
'Total Requested Dead' it's version point (less) downloadable suicide."
Devour
A song about his confusion in love and desire, a coming off EAT ME, DRINK ME:
"My pain is not ashamed to repeat itself."
...and I think that's about it. Huh. Coulda swore there was more.
I don't think these words were intended to be his last because I can't see him doing that, really... suicide. I actually don't think he ever intended to kill himself, even if he had ever thought of it.
Some of this ended up being lyrics in their songs later on, all the way through The High End of Low. My guess is that these were some of Marilyn Manson's creative thoughts and processes as he would sit and ponder about the world.
Slutgarden
A song about his desire for Dita Von Teese, as back then--as he says now--he confused desire with weakness:
"I'm a VCR funeral of dead-memory waste and my smile is a chainlink fence that I have put up"
Vodevil
A song about his life in the media, eaten up by the counter-culture and hated on by the pop culture:
"VIP ADD TRD violent shiny hate crime 'Total Requested Dead' it's version point (less) downloadable suicide."
Devour
A song about his confusion in love and desire, a coming off EAT ME, DRINK ME:
"My pain is not ashamed to repeat itself."
...and I think that's about it. Huh. Coulda swore there was more.
I don't think these words were intended to be his last because I can't see him doing that, really... suicide. I actually don't think he ever intended to kill himself, even if he had ever thought of it.