Lyric discussion by nolabels 

MaverikX: Yeah it was on house but in that episode Thirteen was spiralling out of control. Destructive habits; meaninless sex, pushing everyone away. If you look at the lyrics "Maybe I'm still searching But I don't know what it means All the fires of destruction are still burning in my dreams There's no water that can wash away this longing to come clean

I can't find the joy within my soul It's just sadness taking hold I wanna come in from the cold And make myself renewed again It takes strength to live this way The same old madness every day I wanna kick these blues away I wanna learn to live again" All she was doing was running away from everyone; Spencer, House. If I'm not mistaken at a later point she describes it as not wanting to have to be strong anymore. It fits perfectly with her character. Didn't make me want to giggle, :( it made me want to cry.

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