I love how genuine blue october are, its a thinG that annoys me about a lot of pop music, they don't have much meaning, they're all really about the same things and might not even relate to the singer...
I'm not sure what Justin's mental problems are, from reading these responses it says he has bipolar? And I just Wiki'd him and it says he spent time in a mental institution and a lot of the music relates to that.. And that the Pick Up The Phone tour had to be cancelled due to him being admitted to hospital from an anxiety attack.. Even more respect from that.. It's great how the band could create actually really good music from real experiences.
When I first listened to the song I thought wow I can relate to the lyrics, I can understand where that's coming from from my point of view. It seems like it includes stuff about social anxiety or BPD especially with, "I find it hard to hold conversation, I sweaty sick and I wanna walk away, It's not you It's me and in this situation, I'm wondering will it ever go away, just go away", "perfecting how to put a game face on", "I'll be as honest as I feel, I'm getting more paranoid and I'm hearing things and they never turn out real", and "Yea I'm scared of death and I'm scared of living, I ave up on the past cause it's unforgiving".
I love how genuine blue october are, its a thinG that annoys me about a lot of pop music, they don't have much meaning, they're all really about the same things and might not even relate to the singer...
I'm not sure what Justin's mental problems are, from reading these responses it says he has bipolar? And I just Wiki'd him and it says he spent time in a mental institution and a lot of the music relates to that.. And that the Pick Up The Phone tour had to be cancelled due to him being admitted to hospital from an anxiety attack.. Even more respect from that.. It's great how the band could create actually really good music from real experiences.
When I first listened to the song I thought wow I can relate to the lyrics, I can understand where that's coming from from my point of view. It seems like it includes stuff about social anxiety or BPD especially with, "I find it hard to hold conversation, I sweaty sick and I wanna walk away, It's not you It's me and in this situation, I'm wondering will it ever go away, just go away", "perfecting how to put a game face on", "I'll be as honest as I feel, I'm getting more paranoid and I'm hearing things and they never turn out real", and "Yea I'm scared of death and I'm scared of living, I ave up on the past cause it's unforgiving".