The speaker believes he/she has finally seen past the lie that is heaven and the promise of eternal life after death. Death is simply death and don't hold back in regards to living life in fear of jeopardizing your chance for eternal happiness after death. Coming into this belief, he/she thinks that if by chance they are wrong in their belief that there is no longer any hope for themselves anymore to be happy at last. The speaker then dwells into the thought that all those who claim to believe in live after death and 'god' can not help but question their beliefs as he/she has and everyone now shares the same fate, whatever it may be. Everyone aspiring to be an 'angel' is living a lie.
The speaker believes he/she has finally seen past the lie that is heaven and the promise of eternal life after death. Death is simply death and don't hold back in regards to living life in fear of jeopardizing your chance for eternal happiness after death. Coming into this belief, he/she thinks that if by chance they are wrong in their belief that there is no longer any hope for themselves anymore to be happy at last. The speaker then dwells into the thought that all those who claim to believe in live after death and 'god' can not help but question their beliefs as he/she has and everyone now shares the same fate, whatever it may be. Everyone aspiring to be an 'angel' is living a lie.