who says the guy has to be abusive? "he's just too vague" makes me think of an old school man, brought up to never show his true emotions and thats why he will never call her beautiful. she is a person who needs to feel loved, she needs to know it in words, not actions. the man will never change because, as it says, hes not brave. he has probably been molded into the person he was today by a powerful father figure. she tries so hard to impress him but it never seems good enough. this has caused an effect of her not being able to sleep (anxiety disorder of some sort, and possibly even OCD) so she has to take the pills to fall asleep but because of the anxiety disorder, her dreams are nightmares, not good dreams. the reason why jessika, the singer, wishes she could keep her there with her, could be an attraction, sexually, or dear friends. jessika sees the girl as beautiful nonetheless and wishes she could show the girl this but maybe cant because of distance, and constant travel? anyways, the girl has set herself on this path to destruction an thats why nothing can save her but herself, no twist of fate or any of the other things said will save the girl because only she can save herself and that is why she is being wished well...
@ImmortalPoetry idk, i think the guy is abusive because half the song jessika shows how much vivica is struggling. she\'s "burning in humid hell", and "rotting." i don\'t think these lyrics are referring to anything else in vivica\'s life because that just wouldn\'t make sense with the rest of the song.
@ImmortalPoetry idk, i think the guy is abusive because half the song jessika shows how much vivica is struggling. she\'s "burning in humid hell", and "rotting." i don\'t think these lyrics are referring to anything else in vivica\'s life because that just wouldn\'t make sense with the rest of the song.
who says the guy has to be abusive? "he's just too vague" makes me think of an old school man, brought up to never show his true emotions and thats why he will never call her beautiful. she is a person who needs to feel loved, she needs to know it in words, not actions. the man will never change because, as it says, hes not brave. he has probably been molded into the person he was today by a powerful father figure. she tries so hard to impress him but it never seems good enough. this has caused an effect of her not being able to sleep (anxiety disorder of some sort, and possibly even OCD) so she has to take the pills to fall asleep but because of the anxiety disorder, her dreams are nightmares, not good dreams. the reason why jessika, the singer, wishes she could keep her there with her, could be an attraction, sexually, or dear friends. jessika sees the girl as beautiful nonetheless and wishes she could show the girl this but maybe cant because of distance, and constant travel? anyways, the girl has set herself on this path to destruction an thats why nothing can save her but herself, no twist of fate or any of the other things said will save the girl because only she can save herself and that is why she is being wished well...
@ImmortalPoetry idk, i think the guy is abusive because half the song jessika shows how much vivica is struggling. she\'s "burning in humid hell", and "rotting." i don\'t think these lyrics are referring to anything else in vivica\'s life because that just wouldn\'t make sense with the rest of the song.
@ImmortalPoetry idk, i think the guy is abusive because half the song jessika shows how much vivica is struggling. she\'s "burning in humid hell", and "rotting." i don\'t think these lyrics are referring to anything else in vivica\'s life because that just wouldn\'t make sense with the rest of the song.