From what I can tell this song is about a someone with an addiction to porn. If you listen to it from that point of view it makes sense especially these two lines:
The only thing I think of in disdain
Is the one thing that's leading me
To late nights and no lights in front of the same screen
But I can't seem to lift these fingertips from
Keys that lead me through these same door
He wants to say know and knows it is worth the outcome, but it is so difficult because it's an addiction.
From what I can tell this song is about a someone with an addiction to porn. If you listen to it from that point of view it makes sense especially these two lines:
The only thing I think of in disdain Is the one thing that's leading me To late nights and no lights in front of the same screen
But I can't seem to lift these fingertips from Keys that lead me through these same door
He wants to say know and knows it is worth the outcome, but it is so difficult because it's an addiction.