Lyric discussion by gotyourface 

What I get out of this song, is that El is greatly missed. And that El killed herself.

"And honestly, I have been begging for answers That you and only you can give to me"

As in, he's begging for answers to the questions he has about why she killed herself... but no one can give him those answers except for her, and that can't happen.

Basically, he's scared to death over death, and he hopes that she will be there for him when he dies.

That's what I get out of this.

What the fuck girl do you think is named El? Just ignorant.

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