personally, i think that he has romantically lost someone he loves and has, in turn, hurt himself. he wants his ex-lover to know, but he doesn't know how to tell him."now he'll know what i'm feeling" represents his longing for him to understand and how because he doesn't know how to verbally expose himself, he'll physically impale himself in hopes for sympathy and a chance to go back "home" with the man he loves.
personally, i think that he has romantically lost someone he loves and has, in turn, hurt himself. he wants his ex-lover to know, but he doesn't know how to tell him."now he'll know what i'm feeling" represents his longing for him to understand and how because he doesn't know how to verbally expose himself, he'll physically impale himself in hopes for sympathy and a chance to go back "home" with the man he loves.