Lyric discussion by LoreLai730 

I agree with Annie. I suffer from an eating disorder and the moment I heard this song, that's all I could think of. "I know this time of year ain't right for you You came with a sickness Shot down back in Christmas kamikaze rain" Christmas and other holidays are killers for people with an ED. Especially Christmas. Plus, it's cold..and people with a low BMI get really cold.

"And I'm sure you've lost that weight again And I'm sure the pills keeps pouring in Like smoke that falls, it's caving into you" I think here augustana is portraying how many people with ED's try to escape with weight pills/other forms of harmful drugs as well as cigarettes.

Eating dissorders and cigarettes almost come hand is hand.

However, this song is brilliant. As is Augustana in general. It's perfect.

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