This song reminds me of how it is when i get extremely violent drunk. I'm doing these really messed up things to people, and I can see myself doing them but the "Me" who is me normally can only watch and say " why are you doing this?" Then the next morning I'd wake up and think " did that really happen or was it a dream" (oh it wasn't a dream) Also, We know Corey had a bad drinking problem and could it be that this was part of the issue?
And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within
This is like he feels himself getting the extreme urge to drink, and he knows he shouldn't and wants help overcoming the urge, he starts drinking anyway then something happens that makes him freak out and he wants to be stopped, and he can see himself doing these things and can't stop making him think he's crazy. And then he just wants to embrace it when he just gets so far into it. Very Loose I know, but this song reminds me of having a drinking problem, knowing you do, and not being able to stop
This song reminds me of how it is when i get extremely violent drunk. I'm doing these really messed up things to people, and I can see myself doing them but the "Me" who is me normally can only watch and say " why are you doing this?" Then the next morning I'd wake up and think " did that really happen or was it a dream" (oh it wasn't a dream) Also, We know Corey had a bad drinking problem and could it be that this was part of the issue? And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me? And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy? And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within
This is like he feels himself getting the extreme urge to drink, and he knows he shouldn't and wants help overcoming the urge, he starts drinking anyway then something happens that makes him freak out and he wants to be stopped, and he can see himself doing these things and can't stop making him think he's crazy. And then he just wants to embrace it when he just gets so far into it. Very Loose I know, but this song reminds me of having a drinking problem, knowing you do, and not being able to stop