here's what i get from it: there's this girl, and he's so drawn to her, but she's toxic. she's not really doing anything good for him, and he doesn't understand her. yet, he can't pull himself from her grasp. he knows he could be so much stronger ("prize fighter"), but he's already so gone on her, it doesn't matter. his strength is just a memory ("now we speak rememberese")... and the killer bees? just a metaphor for bad shit in his life now that he's so sucked into her...
here's what i get from it: there's this girl, and he's so drawn to her, but she's toxic. she's not really doing anything good for him, and he doesn't understand her. yet, he can't pull himself from her grasp. he knows he could be so much stronger ("prize fighter"), but he's already so gone on her, it doesn't matter. his strength is just a memory ("now we speak rememberese")... and the killer bees? just a metaphor for bad shit in his life now that he's so sucked into her...