I am bleeding through
writing songs for you
if I could draw what I felt
then I would draw for you
I'm just a boy letting go of his heart
because the days are like knives
and the knives are so sharp
one more kiss - so I don't forget
and then I'll open my arms
to embrace the regret
fragile dreams - fistfight kings
slowdance queens...
oh pick me please
sending "get well" cards to former stars
'cause I know how it feels
to have fallen so far
talentless yet nothingless
then hopelessly in awe of you
I want nostalgia forever
of we throw this life away
will we ever have to live again?
say "no" and I'm all yours
say "yes" and I'll still fucking pull
tell the boys I'll see them soon
your lips were the softest yet
north east south and west
I gave you my very best
I left my heart in yesterday
(remember how it used to be)
I shot myself full of memory
(before the world turn on me?)
forget what you know
forget that it hurts
the "new days" are coming
they're getting fucking worse
forget what you know
forget that it hurts
the "new days" are coming
they're getting fucking worse
I am bleeding through
writing songs for you
I am bleeding through
fucking writing songs for you
they're all for you.


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    "fragile dreams - fistfight kings slowdance queens... oh pick me please sending "get well" cards to former stars 'cause I know how it feels to have fallen so far"

    describes what went on in his past days.

    Wes is such an amazing writer.

    xtherainsxon May 28, 2002   Link
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    "then hopelessly in awe of you" ...beautiful

    chanceXtoXflyon July 13, 2002   Link
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    <333 reminds me of ....

    SluRpEeGiRl771on April 01, 2003   Link
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    "I'm just a boy letting go of his heart because the days are like knives and the knives are so sharp"

    i have this AN shirt design tattooed on my arm. because it's the way i feel every single day.

    xporcelainhopexon April 25, 2003   Link
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    I always thought it was "talentless, yet nothing less than hopelessly in awe of you." I prefer it that way, it makes more sense. the 'mare owned.

    da77ynon December 15, 2004   Link
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    it would still mean the samething pretty much either way

    AEIOUon April 16, 2006   Link
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    forget what you know forget that it hurts the new days are coming they're getting fucking worse.

    jeffohon June 10, 2006   Link
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    song pretty much describes my life. oh pick me please

    eatenbyzombieon August 20, 2008   Link

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