desert night under lonely stars. crusing down the highway takes me farther from home. whiskey and regret... neither can erase the fact that i have done wrong. so now i'm on the run. the law is on my trail. let down the only girl that ever seemed to be the one for me, so now i wander alone. alone in a cheap motel room. praying to the Lord above. burden of the past rests so heavy on my shoulders. my conscience carries the weight of blood. cigarette smoke and shadow. a neon cactus in the night. did what i did because i thought that i had no choice, but there's always another way. i look to the moon and stars, somewhere underneath them she's there. never spoke the words of love i hid in my heart. if she heard them now would she still care? wonder if she's thinking of me? does she hate me for what i've done? how i wish that i could change everything and go back now that my last chance is gone. it's gone. moon, will you tell her for me, i'm sorry for all the trouble that i've caused. if only i could find a way to return to her someday, for i long to hold her in my arms. but i fear that i'm not long for this world, because i will not go out without a fight. i'm running forever and if they should catch me... one last thought of her before my gun is fired.


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    my ex was on the run and I didn't know until one day he packed up his things and bounced leaving behind a love letter....

    I was so heartbroken and I'm sure he was too... still am...

    blueberryhearton January 07, 2013   Link
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    I look to the moon and stars-- Somewhere underneath them she's there Never even spoke to her the words of love I hid in my heart If she heard them now, would she still care? Wonder if she's thinking of me How I wish i could change everything and go back Now that my last change is gone It's gone

    Whoever typed out these lyrics for got a line. "Does she hate me for what O've done should be the 4th line from the bottom.

    All in all, great song, I love it. I'm 15 and a punk/goth kind of guy. I had this song playing and my dad asked "What are you listening to?" I said "It's tiger army" he told me he liked it. :-)

    Deftoniuson September 22, 2002   Link
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    This is one of the most beautiful songs i've ever heard. You can literaly feel the desperation in Nick 13's voice.

    Tiger Army never sieizes to amaze me.

    AcerbicHearton October 15, 2002   Link
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    this song is awesome

    ShatteredConscienceon October 15, 2002   Link
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    there is nothing better than this song

    2Close2Seeon June 14, 2003   Link
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    i love to listen to this song, turn off all my lights and lay on my bed. i love the bass in this song. ahh so beautiful

    thelivingendon April 25, 2004   Link
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    dude the intro isnt the base... its actually a guitar

    toyotaracer81on May 04, 2004   Link
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    this song is pretty self-explanatory... this is a great tiger army song. i really love their songs with the old country sound, i love the mixture of the styles, and nick's voice is amazing for it.

    xheartbreakerxon January 13, 2005   Link
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    yeah it has a sort of western country feel to it, makes me think of a dark, empty desert in the middle of nowhere. "My conscience carries the weight of blood" Sounds like this guy did something bad in the past that he can't escape, killed someone, maybe?

    chakra8on September 13, 2005   Link
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    This song says everything about a mistake I've made in my recent past. I made a horrible mistake, and the girl that I truly loved left me. "Let down the only girl that ever seemed to be the one for me So now I wander alone"

    I can't help but cry as I put this into words.

    "Moon, will you tell her for me I'm sorry for all the trouble that I've caused If only I could find a way to return to her someday For I long to hold her in my arms Because I will not go out withougt a fight....One last thought of her before my gun is fired"

    When you find the One, hold onto her with everything you've got...

    Ofimianoon May 18, 2006   Link

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