Rotting away my mind
I feel just fine
Thanks for your concern
But sooner or later you'll learn

It takes away anger
It takes away pain
It takes away everything
So I cut myself again
Watch me bleed watch you cry
This disease feeds
On you and I

Burning a hole
Can't find an answer
Eating me whole
Infectuous cancer
My life's a mess
I'm crazy and stressed
And there is no way to get a grip
Everythings wrong
Soon I'll be gone
Just when you get a hold on life your fingers start to slip

It takes away anger
It takes away pain
It takes away everything
So I cut myself again
Watch me bleed watch you cry
This disease feeds
On you and I

In my mind
Everything is all right
But inside
All I do is fight
Fight with my inside
No way out
A part of me has already died
Can you hear my shouts

What is wrong with my brain
That makes me act this way
Slowly going insane
Cutting my veins watching the blood spray
What is wrong with my brain
That makes me act this way
Slowly going insane
Cutting my veins watching the blood spray
What is wrong with my brain
That makes me act this way
Slowly going insane
Cutting my veins watching the blood spray

I'M GOING CRAZY!!!! ITS NOT FUNNY!!!!
ALONE, RAPED, BEATEN, SCARS LEAVE ME BLOODY!!!!
YOU LAUGH BITCH
YOU ALWAYS LAUGH
SHUT UP, SHUT YOUR FUCKIN FACE
BEFORE I CHOKE YOU WITH MY SHOE LACE
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL
NOTHING IS REAL
NOTHING IS REAL
STOP PISSING ME OFF
LEAVE....STAY FAR AWAY
LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE LEAVE
GIMME SOME SPACE TO BREATHE


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    Cutting my veins watching the blood spray : ok,i get it....you're a bad boy.....

    whitepoetton July 21, 2002   Link

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