This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I want to tell you a little story about a party that went all right, but went all wrong. I want to tell you a little story about a party in this song...
It happened back in '93, in the pittsburgh punk rock scene. An event that will go down in infamy. It was all the master plan, of one legendary punk rock kid. His name was "Spaz", S-P-A-Z...
An eviction notice sent to his house sparked off an idea, "I should have one last party at my place..." So off he set with his master plan, the invitation in his hand read, "You're invited to my House Destruction Party!"
Chorus: Spaz's House Destruction Party, it was chaos with no end. If you were crazy enough to make the House Destruction Party, then you know You're lucky that you lived.
We played there St. Patrick's day with Submachines and THE BAD GENES. In a basement full of debris. From kicked in doors, broken glass, kicked in walls THE PLACE WAS TRASHED. The house was now missingits support beams.
The bathrooms had no toilets or sinks left in them. There was nothing left to break. Aus Rotten spray painted on walls, drunk punks passed out in the halls. And this was just the second night, of a three-day long party.
Chorus (repeat)
The cops showed up and all the kids went pilling out the back. I remember running away and hidding out in the lot behind the Squirrel Hill Mellon Bank. The cop said, "I want to speak to someone who lives here!" and this punk kid said she did. He asked, "Is this the condition this house has always been in?". She answered, "Ah... yeah, it is."
It happened back in '93, in the pittsburgh punk rock scene. An event that will go down in infamy. It was all the master plan, of one legendary punk rock kid. His name was "Spaz", S-P-A-Z...
An eviction notice sent to his house sparked off an idea, "I should have one last party at my place..." So off he set with his master plan, the invitation in his hand read, "You're invited to my House Destruction Party!"
Chorus: Spaz's House Destruction Party, it was chaos with no end. If you were crazy enough to make the House Destruction Party, then you know You're lucky that you lived.
We played there St. Patrick's day with Submachines and THE BAD GENES. In a basement full of debris. From kicked in doors, broken glass, kicked in walls THE PLACE WAS TRASHED. The house was now missingits support beams.
The bathrooms had no toilets or sinks left in them. There was nothing left to break. Aus Rotten spray painted on walls, drunk punks passed out in the halls. And this was just the second night, of a three-day long party.
Chorus (repeat)
The cops showed up and all the kids went pilling out the back. I remember running away and hidding out in the lot behind the Squirrel Hill Mellon Bank. The cop said, "I want to speak to someone who lives here!" and this punk kid said she did. He asked, "Is this the condition this house has always been in?". She answered, "Ah... yeah, it is."
Lyrics submitted by anti-flagmaggot
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