This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
It's so fucked I am here doing this
It's bullshit, things don't end like this
I'm calling,
Staring into this place,
Where I cease to exist,
Wondering, why do things always end up like this
Chorus:
Jon: Fly
Take to the sky another dream of empty
Jon: Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
Jon: God
Who eats his young you're nothing you fucking
Jon: Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my faith in you
Jon: Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Jon: Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Jon: Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Jon: Side
When you took him away I lost my faith in even you!!
It's so fucked I am here doing this
It's bullshit, things don't end like this
I'm calling,
Staring into this place,
Where I cease to exist,
Wondering, why do things always end up like this
Chorus:
Jon: Fly
Take to the sky another dream of empty
Jon: Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
Jon: God
Who eats his young you're nothing you fucking
Jon: Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my faith in you
Jon: Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Jon: Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Jon: Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Jon: Side
When you took him away I lost my faith in even you!!
As I feel emptiness growing in my heart
I can't help but scream into hating you
I bet you think it's funny
You give us a gift and then you take it back
Chorus:
Jon: Fly
Take to the sky another dream of empty
Jon: Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
Jon: God
Who eats his young you're nothing you fucking
Jon: Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my faith in you
Jon: Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Jon: Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Jon: Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Jon: Side
When you took him away I lost my faith in even you!!
As I feel emptiness growing in my heart
I can't help but scream into hating you
I bet you think it's funny
You give us a gift and then you take it back
It's bullshit, things don't end like this
I'm calling,
Staring into this place,
Where I cease to exist,
Wondering, why do things always end up like this
Chorus:
Jon: Fly
Take to the sky another dream of empty
Jon: Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
Jon: God
Who eats his young you're nothing you fucking
Jon: Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my faith in you
Jon: Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Jon: Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Jon: Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Jon: Side
When you took him away I lost my faith in even you!!
It's so fucked I am here doing this
It's bullshit, things don't end like this
I'm calling,
Staring into this place,
Where I cease to exist,
Wondering, why do things always end up like this
Chorus:
Jon: Fly
Take to the sky another dream of empty
Jon: Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
Jon: God
Who eats his young you're nothing you fucking
Jon: Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my faith in you
Jon: Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Jon: Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Jon: Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Jon: Side
When you took him away I lost my faith in even you!!
As I feel emptiness growing in my heart
I can't help but scream into hating you
I bet you think it's funny
You give us a gift and then you take it back
Chorus:
Jon: Fly
Take to the sky another dream of empty
Jon: Lies
Of promises denied by a forgiving
Jon: God
Who eats his young you're nothing you fucking
Jon: Fraud
My belief was betrayed I lost my faith in you
Jon: Try
To understand the sorrow and the
Jon: Why
Of a light that should still be burning
Jon: Bright
The angel in flight with a dog by his
Jon: Side
When you took him away I lost my faith in even you!!
As I feel emptiness growing in my heart
I can't help but scream into hating you
I bet you think it's funny
You give us a gift and then you take it back
Lyrics submitted by KiLLOggS
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i havent heard of this song. where is it from?
Drunk at the mo', but listening to it now, I sorta feel like some of the song's lyrics are directed at God? :S
I'm calling, Staring into this place, Where I cease to exist, Wondering, why do things always end up like this
omg i love this song!!!!!!
It's KoRn's contribution to the Strait Up album, in memory of Lynn Strait...... I really like that song because it can be taken in many ways, but it's basically about the death of a really great guy, and how a people feels afterwards... I love this song, and it fits considering a nice guy at my school got killed memorial day...