I would have sailed away, if I'd known that nothing would change
Staring out my window sill, in my wasted prison cell

And I know what you want
And I know what you feel
As I cradle your loving
And watch you disappear

And I feel your heart beatin', pounding in my head
And I'd like to control you, 'cause I can't control myself, myself

Rain come my way, mold my head like a ball of clay
Softly wither into my grave, never to see the sun again

And I feel your heart beatin', pounding in my head
And I'd like to control you, 'cause I can't control myself, myself

All alone in a crowd by myself, so sorry wish I could find a way
Back into your hole again, but I've become your enemy

And I feel your heart beat, pounding in my head
And I'd like to control you, 'cause I can't control myself, myself


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    I love this song ,.i found this while looking for mp3's . right before the linkin park cd came out the mp3's leaked out .while searching for the cd i came across an old band of chesters , did a little research and found these songs are really friggin good..this and drag is my favorite .

    NIKKIEon June 29, 2003   Link
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    I love this song, I love all of Grey Daze's songs, only cause of Chester's beautiful voice and awesome lyrics

    Froggie Kidon December 23, 2004   Link
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    The diversity between Grey Daze and Linkin Park makes me want to stop listening to LP completely and worship Grey Daze. GD sounds as if it is a typical 90's band, yet, it sounds so unique. Nothing but black magic has made me this excited about anything. ;)

    -Mariah

    mg16on January 14, 2005   Link
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    Love this song, shows Chester's versatility.

    neobomanon August 19, 2006   Link
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    "All alone in a crowd by myself"

    That's how I sometimes feel.

    Ramiraon August 16, 2015   Link

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