Sitting back I only wish
Today will turn out fine
And wash away the stain
The poison in my eyes
What do you recommend?
I feel my life descending
I'm falling out of reach
Catch me as I bleed (again)

I"m not insane
Can't reach the pain

If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep

I hate the way they are
Their patronising thoughts
Tried to get inside my head
Ask the question I have read
But one thing makes it hard
Feel so fragile as I cry
So confused yet so alive
So abused the system lied
You lied to me

I'm not insane
Can't reach the pain

If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep

Alone, alone

Hands appeared around my neck
Felt so hard to breathe I stared
As my focus turned to haze
I could see them

I'm not insane
Can't stand the pain

If I could be all by myself
I could be me
If you could see, live with my pain
The thoughts that I keep


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    If I could be all by myself, I could be me/free...

    These words have always struck me as being particularly significant. An old example given by Kant: in full flight, and feeling the resistance against his wings, the pigeon can't help but wonder how much more quickly and easily he could fly without the air around him holding him back. Question: do we really have a solid identity, separable from our relationships with the people around us? Would I be "me" if I could be all by myself? The rest are the lyrics are typical angst, but this phrase is a real gem. Gives me chills every time I hear it.

    Anyways, this song represents the pinnacle of feeder's old-school dirty rock sound. Good stuff!

    Geissleron May 20, 2008   Link

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