"Goodbye" as written by and Larry L./gartner Elyea....
I sit I'm my room claustrophobic,
As I watch the walls breath succumbing to self pity,
And these voices wont leave.
I got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full,
Every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide.
I wanna die.
So I sit and clinch my bible until my palms sweat,
And blister, cause I hate my sister.
First I'm gonna light a candle in the form of a seance,
And see the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect.
I cock the hammer,
I let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time,
I see the faces of my loved ones, but fuck a note,
Cause when I do it,
I want it to be a mystery,
And let them feel the same pain that I felt, this is the remedy.

[Chorus]
Goodbye, sad days,
I'd rather sleep my life away goodbye, heartbreak,
I found my own way, suicide

I get on my knees and say a prayer,
I tell god that I cant handle all this pressure,
I wanna kick it up there.
Why should I wanna live?
When my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather,
She beat me and he undressed me, see.
He took my manhood before I became a man,
So now I sit here at 16 with this gun in my hand.
Death is the only way out,
The murder of myself will show em all the there's a way out,
I cry for my soul.
Depression has taken a toll on my every existence,
So when I think of humiliation I can't breathe, its time to leave.
Cause I'm gone show what you did,
For tormenting me as a kid, you raised me,
Now look what I did

[Chorus]

I don't wanna die,
I wanna breathe again,
I don't wanna have to say

[Chorus]

My soul is slipping away,
I don't wanna leave,
Not in this way


Lyrics submitted by HoldURBreath

"Goodbye" as written by Richard Leroy Larry L. Elyea

Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC, Warner/Chappell Music, Inc.

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    General CommentBionic Jive's best and deepest song...

    -=The Prynce
    theprynceon June 29, 2003   Link
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    General CommentWow... that's all I have to say.. Is Wow.. It's such a deep song... I guess the song explains itself... He just can't handle the memories of being molested by his mother and now they have to pay for what they did to him... His Death.
    rh06on February 02, 2007   Link
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    General CommentEmo rap song,I love it! And yeah RH06 made the point of this song I think
    Hybrid Sinisteron February 13, 2007   Link

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