Every ten years objective time
I’m ageing only a month
If you’re alive - returning according to schedule
I’m twenty-eight when you arrive
Hurry! I don’t care if you’re 30
Hurry! I don’t care if you’re old
I never ever wanted another
If I can’t be your lover - I wanna be your nurse

I cannot recall
The reason that I came here for
I don’t know when it started
I don’t know when it ends
I don’t see any sense in this
My mind has been erased
So I can get along with this

Lost in time and space - what am I fighting for
Seriously damaged but I won’t let it show
Still there is capacity as long as there is faith
Pump-gun trigger pushed - we’re being ambushed

No possible defence in the midst of the crossfire
As long as I am conscious there’ll be no way to stop me
Got no ammo left but the power of my fists
A pain inside my chest just leaves me defenceless

I feel disintegrated but still I am alive
Don’t ask me- ’cause I don’t know - the way that I survived
I feel the medic´s fingers tickling my guts
The burning in my stomach is trying to drive me nuts

Can’t see no reason in the things that I have done
It happens to be war - it’s a war that can’t be won
It’s time to quit but they won’t let you go
You’re far too important for things that you already know


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    This song is based on the novel by John Halderman (I think, probably misspelled) called the Forever War. It is story of war and love set against the background of a thousand year struggle based loosely on the Vietnam war where the forces of mankind grapple with the extreme relativistic effects of near-light-speed travel, while battling an unknowable enemy.

    The opening verse, I'm pretty sure, is taken word by word from the book, in a letter to the main character from his love interest, who has found a way to be reunited with her lover despite the gulf of years between them.

    tormsenon June 01, 2004   Link

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