Runny nose and runny yolk
Even if you have a cold still
You can cough on me again
I still haven't had my fulfill

In the someday what's that sound?

Broken heart and broken bones
Think about some capsules of horse pills
One more quirky cliched phrase
You're the one I wanna refill

In the someday what's that sound?

Most people don't realize
That two large pieces of coral,
Painted brown, and attached to his skull
With common wood screws can make a child look like a deer



Lyrics submitted by AAALEX1, edited by Mellow_Harsher


I Hate Myself and I Want to Die song meanings
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    General Comment:Okay, in the second verse the lyric should be-

    "Think about some capsules of horse pills"

    The song really isn't about anything in particular. There are references to someone being sick. There's a quote from a "Deep Thoughts" skit from SNL. The chorus came from God knows where. And that's that.

    Kurt threw lyrics together from various places and what fit together, he went with. Such is the case for the majority of Nirvana's songs. He said himself that there USUALLY is no meaning behind any of his songs. Although- some songs have deep, personal meaning. THIS song does not have any philosophical lesson to be learned.

    Kurt was very sarcastic and had a deep fascination with biology. These overtones can be found throughout their entire catalogue.

    Please people: enjoy his randomness and freedom. Don't overanalyze everything to the point that it becomes boring and childish. I don't think he would have wanted that.

    Oh, to me this song is about three minutes long. Three minutes of great talent from all three musicians.

    BradRaton April 04, 2009   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:anyone singing about making kids look like deers is crying out for help! good song though
    xpankfrisston March 13, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:Two words: Heroin withdrawal... after reading the "most unauthorized biography" of Courtney Love, what else could it possibly be? (Heroin is brown, hence the coral part, and the deer part, aka "deer in the headlights" part, must refer to the pin-point "I'm a heroin addict" pupils Kurt sported; also, the book talks about the runny nose coming from heroin withdrawal.)
    jenwill2on May 01, 2002   Link
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    General Comment:To "jenwill2" and everyone else: The "deer" part is a quote from Jack Handey. He's the guy who did "Deep Thoughts" on Saturday Night Live in the late 80's/early 90's. Look this song up at eeggs.com or search for the Deep Thoughts Archive on the 'net and see Deep Thought #64.
    Bite Meon May 07, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:in the chorus i think he's either saying "in the someday, what's that i saw" or "in the someday, what's that odd sound."
    MrSkaPunkon May 11, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:hes saying
    "In the someday what's that sound?"
    "end this someday,whats that sound?"

    not just "In the someday what's that sound?"x2
    _4xenoon May 26, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:either i have a wrong version or :
    most people don't realize
    that two large pieces of coral,
    painted brown, and attached to his skull
    with common wood screws can make a child look like a deer
    this part isn't in the song at all!
    the 1th couplet is just repeated...
    Ic3gl0vEon May 30, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:The coral part is from that SNL guy who did Deep Thoughts, Jack Handey. The song title came from a joke Kurt had. When people asked Kurt how he was he would always say "I hate myself and I want to die" as a joke. This was supposed to be the name of "Incesticide" but instead got put on that Beavis and Butthead thing.
    PTW Convergeon June 09, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:the bands name was never I hate myself and I want do die...what the fuck are you talking about!?!? one of the albums (in utero I believe) was originally supposed to be named this, and have all the original mixs of the songs, and then they were going to release another version called "The Radio Friendly, Unit Shifting" version with the mixes that are on In Utero...the band had alot of names when they were starting out, but this was never one of them
    i_love_lianaon June 13, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment:this is true.
    *mwaz* -Julie
    JulieBeBeon June 13, 2002   Link

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