This is one of my favorite songs. https://fnfgo.io
When I'm in this state of mind
I'm wishing I am blind
Sometimes life is more than pain to me
I feel the power of my grief
Death would be such a relief
All the secrets that I hide
Would die with me
Depression is my only friend.
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
I keep crying in my dreams.
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away I fade, away.
Life is just a masquerade.
In dept to myself but I can't pay
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
I've never felt what you call guilt
I still believe "do what thou wilt"
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built
This fluid on my cheek
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak..
Black blood, black tears
I'm wishing I am blind
Sometimes life is more than pain to me
I feel the power of my grief
Death would be such a relief
All the secrets that I hide
Would die with me
Depression is my only friend.
Will this torture never end?
Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
I keep crying in my dreams.
Can you hear my endless screams?
When I fade away I fade, away.
Life is just a masquerade.
In dept to myself but I can't pay
Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
I've never felt what you call guilt
I still believe "do what thou wilt"
My sorrow will destroy the world I've built
This fluid on my cheek
It drains me, I get weak
My heart is cold and bleak..
Black blood, black tears
Lyrics submitted by Moondragon
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As far as I know, this is an Edge of Sanity cover. Haven't heard the original, but this one certainly kicks ass.
@Elimination the title has been updated to reflect that this is a cover. Good work!
it's a pity not more peopel know about etos, but very well
oooh first comment
okay... well i think this song echoes a sense of despair... he's in a state of mind that he'd just rather not be in. he's very depressed (no duh)
uh...there's more to it i know, but i don't have time to uncover it all, so perhaps i will later, unless someone else does...
this is one of the best songs ever.
really... wow, that's unexpected... lol. i should search for the original
Hmm... the original is alright. I prefer the EToS version, although the solo in the original sounds better to me. It's a guitar solo instead of a keyboard solo. Edge of Sanity is a great band, though. Check 'em out if you enjoy death metal.
well i like death metal ^_^ thanks.
Thank You Holy People
Can Someone Please Upload Aeon By ETOS coz i can tfind it anywhere :(
So you decided to check 'em out after all my whoring, huh? =D Good shit. Contact me if you want Aeon.