This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I know a movie star
I've got her plastered to my wall.
Just like we're dear old friends
Like she already knows me.
She's as perfect as she seems,
Lifts me right out the mezzanine.
I finally fell in love,
I'd been waiting forever.
Four, three, two, one
When out the barrel of a gun
Keep my head way down.
Stay out I'll stay in.
Half dead, half numb
She's enough to make me warm
It's all so safe and sound.
Lie back and fast asleep
If you could see what I could see.
Drip drop a lovely dream.
Goddamn you movie star,
Can't you just stay a minute more.
We'd be the best of friends
You could stay here forever.
Four, three, two, one
When out the barrel of a gun
Keep my head way down.
Stay out I'll stay in.
Half dead, half numb
She's enough to make me warm
It's all so safe and sound.
She will be sweet on me
Just like a mystery.
It's not so hard to see
If I'm not mistaken.
She comes from far away
Gets closer everyday.
And all that I can say
She's all I want and all that I live for.
Four, three, two, one
When out the barrel of a gun
Keep my head way down.
Stay out I'll stay in.
Half dead, half numb
She's enough to make me warm
It's all so safe and sound.
I've got her plastered to my wall.
Just like we're dear old friends
Like she already knows me.
She's as perfect as she seems,
Lifts me right out the mezzanine.
I finally fell in love,
I'd been waiting forever.
Four, three, two, one
When out the barrel of a gun
Keep my head way down.
Stay out I'll stay in.
Half dead, half numb
She's enough to make me warm
It's all so safe and sound.
Lie back and fast asleep
If you could see what I could see.
Drip drop a lovely dream.
Goddamn you movie star,
Can't you just stay a minute more.
We'd be the best of friends
You could stay here forever.
Four, three, two, one
When out the barrel of a gun
Keep my head way down.
Stay out I'll stay in.
Half dead, half numb
She's enough to make me warm
It's all so safe and sound.
She will be sweet on me
Just like a mystery.
It's not so hard to see
If I'm not mistaken.
She comes from far away
Gets closer everyday.
And all that I can say
She's all I want and all that I live for.
Four, three, two, one
When out the barrel of a gun
Keep my head way down.
Stay out I'll stay in.
Half dead, half numb
She's enough to make me warm
It's all so safe and sound.
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This song is not about masturbation unlike what you may think... Its about a person wanting attention from their "movie star" It's about wanting..
Hahaha...either you are very naive, or you just don't want this song tainted. It's about masturbation. Drip drop a lovely dream? that should give it away right there.
while PARTS of the song are about masturbation (i.e. "lie back and fast asleep, if you could see what i could see...drip drop a lovely dream"), there are other aspects to it. obsession with someone famous. infatuation.
Saying "Its about masterbation" cheapens this song. Yes, parts of it refer to masturbation, but not every friggen line. The songs about obsession and enfatuation... which leads to the masturbation. But its more than just a song about whacking off.
I completely agree with RomulusRomstar. THIS SONG IS ABOUT INFATUATION! However, the song includes parts that reference to masturbation. Read the lyrics, it's clear that the MAIN meaning of the song is the infatiation and obsession, and masturbation comes as a part of thist obsession.
Can't you hear this song blaring during some kidnapping scene on some show? Celeb is tied to a chair in a dark room, trying to escape her bonds and the killer/kidnapper comes out of the darkness and is trying to convince the celeb that this is all how it should be? That would be really freaky and an intense scene...
Masturbation, maybe... Heroin, a little less likely, but without any confirmation from the band themselves...
Er... I thought it was kind of like "Straw Hat and Old Dirty Hank" by Barenaked Ladies. I thought it was about an obsessive fan who tries to assassinate the celebrity he's in love with. A song about masturbation just seems so juvenile. Seriously, this is Guster, not Green Day.
so what's the deal, is this about masturbation or not?
probably
orange..WTF =/....someone should kill you...
this is a great song
why should someone kill him? it is indeed good, but i wish to know what it's about, or at least what people think.