Of course we're miles away from home
We sink like stones
And we're lost beneath the waves
Not a trace to mark the graves
Lost and tired and chained of course
Of course we plan the great escape
We drag our fate around the razor wire
But our fear keeps us in line

Turn me inside out this time
Looking back, the place that I come from
Disappeared
Turn my face to the place where I go
Into the sun
Disappear into the sun

Lost and tired and chained I know
I know what sleeps inside my heart
There's a path that starts
With a single step at dawn
Though the road goes on and on

Turn me inside out this time
Looking back, the place that I come from
Disappeared
Turn my face to the place where I go
Into the sun
Disappear into the sun

And now the time has come for me
I must break free from the prison I have made
And to face the way ahead

Turn me inside out this time
Looking back, the place that I come from
Disappeared
Turn my face to the place where I go
Into the sun
Into the sun
Disappear into the sun


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    Jeremy Enigk became a christian before this album and i think that this song expresses that transformation. He's talking about how he was far away from the truth and afraid to make a change but how he knew that he should. read the lyrics, you'll understand. SDRL is (was) an amazing band,

    imnotSxExon April 08, 2004   Link

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