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Hello (memory, lover)
You are mine
I gave everything
I need you
And someday
I'll be with her
I'll be with you
I will
I'm (so dead, ????)
You're the first star
You're the one who sees it all
I know
I'm so tired
And sick


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    General CommentI think this song is about a first love, and how you reveal everything about yourself to them.. "You're the first star
    You're the one who sees it all " and they're the only person that finds all your secrets out, because after them you lose that, I don't know, innocence, and never reveal yourself so totally to anyone again.
    Pekkalaon July 22, 2002   Link
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    General CommentI think this song and Fireal go together quite well, as the theme is more or less the same in both songs. Chino wants this girl so bad that he's trying to convince himself that no matter what, he'll get her ("And someday, I'll be with her, I'll be with you, I will") when deep down, he knows he's "sick", as in delusional, when he says this. One more note, the "first star" to be seen in the night sky is the planet Venus, which was the goddess of beauty in Roman mythology. Thus, it might not be his first love, but instead just a reference to how incredibly beautiful the girl is.... just a thought.
    fireal5414on January 13, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI have a feeling that this is the most personal Deftones song for Chino.
    tonalresidueon May 04, 2007   Link
  • +1
    General CommentTHE INSTRUMENTALS TELL THE STORY ALL ON THEIR OWN..SO PROFOUNDLY BEAUTIFUL!
    LittleBigon March 18, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General CommentOne of the best deftones song's!!It's sad and depressing and filled with emotions..
    Painon February 26, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis song is pretty straightforward with it's meaning. To me it's about a struggle within your own mind over a relationship with someone you love, or maybe just someone that you've fallen in love with. And no matter how hard you try or how bad you want it, you can't have it but your love is so strong, you want it so bad that you are pretty much in denial of the whole situation and it's killing you on the inside, but you refuse to let go and give up. That's how I interpret this song as, but I guess with Chino's lyrics you never really know.
    wicked nitemareson May 21, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentIs this track 11 off Adrenaline?
    Harry Manbackon May 28, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Commentit is track 11 off adrenline...it's just an amazing song...maybe it's wanting to have the person back again, but maybe you can't...i dunno..i love it though...

    xx
    rahtwinkleon June 07, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentIt was produced by Ross Robinson, the guy behind all of Slipknot's albums and Korn's first 2 albums.
    Harry Manbackon June 11, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Commentthis song is amazing..it's pretty much clear to me what the meaning is. i think it's about yer first love..and the struggle to get past this relationship...when it's over that is..and i can totally relate.
    sarahforpresidenton March 04, 2003   Link

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