stuck here bleeding
i’m overthinking
i’m drinking, believing that I’m okay
i suffer in silence
yeah I’m slowly dying
i swear that I’m driving myself insane

i know I’m gonna break but I know there’s no escaping my mind
i wanna, but no I’m not gonna
i don’t know what to say, but I know I’m not okay this time
yeah I’m gonna

i think I’m gonna fall apart from the inside out
i’ve been screaming in my head but I don’t make a sound
feeling so invisible, another face in the crowd
what’s the point of living if it’s easy to drown

every day I’m digging my own grave
i'm watching my hope fade
i feel like I’m just cursed
my scars they don’t heal
my pains’ all that I feel
i swear it’s all too real
and it’s getting worse

i know I’m gonna break but I know there’s no escaping my mind
i wanna, but no I’m not gonna
i don’t know what to say, but I know I’m not okay this time
yeah I’m gonna

i think I’m gonna fall apart from the inside out
i’ve been screaming in my head but I don’t make a sound
feeling so invisible, another face in the crowd
what’s the point of living if it’s easy to drown
i’m so sick of feeling like I don’t belong
what's wrong with me
yeah I think that I’m gonna fall apart from the inside out
what’s the point of living if it’s easy to drown

i can’t take it anymore
i can’t take it any

don’t know what to say
but I know I’m not okay this time
don’t know what to say
but I know I’m not okay this time
yeah I’m gonna

i think I’m gonna fall apart from the inside out
i’ve been screaming in my head but I don’t make a sound
feeling so invisible, another face in the crowd
what’s the point of living if it’s easy to drown
i'm so sick of feeling like I don’t belong
what's wrong with me
yeah I think that I’m gonna fall apart from the inside out
what’s the point of living if it’s easy to drown



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    My Interpretation

    I think this is about the struggles of staying sober, depression, and other battles that can make one feel as though all hope is lost.

    EternalTearsOfSorrowon November 22, 2023   Link

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