This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
It's Gotti Bin Laden
It's Gotti Bin Laden
They say I'm the evil one
Gotti Adolf Hitler
You niggaz ain't nothin' but bitches
I roll down the streets with the homies on deep dishes
Crack niggaz like plates and dishes
Authentic, malicious, vicious, piranha fishes motherfucker, eat a fat dick
You and every single nigga that you fuck with, you stole my shit
My style, my name, and the way that I bang
Think just because you got diamonds you niggaz is shynin'
Your diamonds ain't bigger than Simon's motherfucker
I'm preparing to pump fear, and I'm fearless as fuck
The Count Armani Crystal Young Gotti Kurupt
Knockin' cinder block sections outta cars and trucks
I'm back and never left, I came and never leave
I see bustas now-a-days wearin flags and chucks
Actin' like they bang, lookin' like fags in chucks
They turned bangin' to a gimmick, nigga it's the truth
You don't wear kahkis with Timberland boots, or Air force ones
Juss Cortez and Chucks, you copy-cat punks
The thunda's official on California Soil
Made him mass destruction and termoil
You ain't got weapons of mass destruction on you
And I'ma make you leak like gallons of oil
Think just because you got diamonds you niggaz is shynin'
Ya diamonds will get motherfuckers to firin'
I'm tired of watchin BET
And all I really see is imataions of me
And everything that we used to be
They used to say we couldn't Gang Bang on TV
But now-a-days that's all I see
Nigga I'm Pharatic in a G'd up fashion
With a passion for dumpin' and blastin'
A terrorist nigga
The most wanted Gotti Bin Laden for ridin'
Homicidal vibes is the object
My objective strategic selective
I'm back home nigga so mark off your sections
I got all bad news, Make niggaz move, Relocate to a different state
I get shit dumpin' like motherphukkin Austrailian Kangaroos
I got all the tools, from the homies that Crippin' nigga to pirus
I'm the fire fly nigga, I'ma show what happens when 5 fly nigga
Nigga I ain't no bitch, And I'ma tell you bitch niggaz just like this Nigga
So what you know about rollin' these streets so deep
Juss G to a T nigga rollin' on 3's
What you know about Gang Bangin' nigga
Or are you just imatating Gang Bangin' nigga
Some of these niggaz might go for it
20 others just sit back and ignore it
But not us from Tha Raw motherfuckeraa
Gotta let you bitch niggaz know motherfuckeraa
We Ride these Streets, All Weeks
Hood than a motherfucker
Zeeet zeeeet!
Bangin' these streets
What you know about us
What about you nigga
We don't know about you
What you really wanna what you wanna Really bout to do
Motherfucker, Every nigga you rolled wit
Every nigga you fuck wit nigga
It's Gotti Bin Laden, Gotti Adolf Hitler
Nigguh Paul Vitti Stallone, Ne Ohafa, The Juggaknot
Hannibal the 8th, Gotti Vorhees nigga, fuck y'all
KURUPT! Suckaa ass niggaz, yeah Death Row
It's Gotti Bin Laden
They say I'm the evil one
Gotti Adolf Hitler
You niggaz ain't nothin' but bitches
I roll down the streets with the homies on deep dishes
Crack niggaz like plates and dishes
Authentic, malicious, vicious, piranha fishes motherfucker, eat a fat dick
You and every single nigga that you fuck with, you stole my shit
My style, my name, and the way that I bang
Think just because you got diamonds you niggaz is shynin'
Your diamonds ain't bigger than Simon's motherfucker
I'm preparing to pump fear, and I'm fearless as fuck
The Count Armani Crystal Young Gotti Kurupt
Knockin' cinder block sections outta cars and trucks
I'm back and never left, I came and never leave
I see bustas now-a-days wearin flags and chucks
Actin' like they bang, lookin' like fags in chucks
They turned bangin' to a gimmick, nigga it's the truth
You don't wear kahkis with Timberland boots, or Air force ones
Juss Cortez and Chucks, you copy-cat punks
The thunda's official on California Soil
Made him mass destruction and termoil
You ain't got weapons of mass destruction on you
And I'ma make you leak like gallons of oil
Think just because you got diamonds you niggaz is shynin'
Ya diamonds will get motherfuckers to firin'
I'm tired of watchin BET
And all I really see is imataions of me
And everything that we used to be
They used to say we couldn't Gang Bang on TV
But now-a-days that's all I see
Nigga I'm Pharatic in a G'd up fashion
With a passion for dumpin' and blastin'
A terrorist nigga
The most wanted Gotti Bin Laden for ridin'
Homicidal vibes is the object
My objective strategic selective
I'm back home nigga so mark off your sections
I got all bad news, Make niggaz move, Relocate to a different state
I get shit dumpin' like motherphukkin Austrailian Kangaroos
I got all the tools, from the homies that Crippin' nigga to pirus
I'm the fire fly nigga, I'ma show what happens when 5 fly nigga
Nigga I ain't no bitch, And I'ma tell you bitch niggaz just like this Nigga
So what you know about rollin' these streets so deep
Juss G to a T nigga rollin' on 3's
What you know about Gang Bangin' nigga
Or are you just imatating Gang Bangin' nigga
Some of these niggaz might go for it
20 others just sit back and ignore it
But not us from Tha Raw motherfuckeraa
Gotta let you bitch niggaz know motherfuckeraa
We Ride these Streets, All Weeks
Hood than a motherfucker
Zeeet zeeeet!
Bangin' these streets
What you know about us
What about you nigga
We don't know about you
What you really wanna what you wanna Really bout to do
Motherfucker, Every nigga you rolled wit
Every nigga you fuck wit nigga
It's Gotti Bin Laden, Gotti Adolf Hitler
Nigguh Paul Vitti Stallone, Ne Ohafa, The Juggaknot
Hannibal the 8th, Gotti Vorhees nigga, fuck y'all
KURUPT! Suckaa ass niggaz, yeah Death Row
Lyrics submitted by Mellow_Harsher
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