And I don’t know what to say
I’m thinking about you
It’s hurting without you
I never learn from my mistakes

I feel fucked up today
My demons cursing me as I’m awake
My head is spinning
I can’t think straight
Your words are poison inside my veins

You lied! (I don’t believe you, I can’t relate)
You lied! (I hate your voice ‘cause it sounds so fake)

I should have walked away
And break the circle that never ends
No other way to survive the pain
It’s either I kill or I will be killed

You lied! (But I’m still giving myself away)
You lied! (I don’t regret every single day)

I think of you
And I can’t forget
Every word you said
Hurts inside my head

Cannot let you go
Things will never change

I feel fucked up today
It’s either I kill or I will be killed

And I know right now
There is no way I will be killed
You lied


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    My InterpretationEver have a toxic relationship with someone? There's Cristina's side of it, which is the guilt of repeatedly hurting the other person, Andi who is basically sick of the apologies but keeps going back to Cristina. I think this can apply to any type of relationship- lover, friendship, family.

    "It's either or I kill or I will be killed"

    If Andi doesn't let this person go, he'll be held down (or killed). At the end of the song, he says he won't be killed. Very sad.
    fellonblackdays1on August 18, 2016   Link

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