Thought cycle gusty,
A mind full of hot air
Must I care for nothing more than myself
Do I dare admit The fraught thoughts cavorting resulting
In indirected mourning
for the part of me that was selfless but left without a warning
Well that's what I said
But maybe it's the fact that I detest
This obsession with myself that leaves a mess inside my head
Oh shit, I'm doing it again
Repelling any potential friend
revealing my inate ability to never fully comprehend
anything bigger than myself,
but in the end I still pretend
condescendingly unpolite to anyone enough to mispend their time
watching me as I achieve my secret social mission
to drain people with my boring stories and opinons
to see the bigger picture
takes intelligence and wisdom
but I won't see nothing
with just myself in my vision

I go outside, a blitz of faces unwilling to confess to any empathy, endlessly, incessantly declining any pleasantries
heavily breathing , socially teething
I'm open like a vivisection
intense tendency to dwell, seething over missed connections
infected by my perception that I'm a non-entity
project my insecurity until intensity is weaponry
Grieving a heavenly fiction I perceived while I was dreaming
Awake!
Freezing, wheezing, fundamentally I’m still believing that
This is an elegy for concepts I conceived in deep sleep
And I helplessly watch them fade while I awake--I try and keep them alive
Incomparable with life but eventually they die
And the brain I used to cultivate reveals my lovers were a lie

When inside my mind I find a way to replicate reality
through lucid dreaming I decimate the limitations of actuality
Capacity practically eternal, mortality external
No God, but I investigate the blasphemous worship of the nocturnal
internally exsisting without morality creates profanities without the travesty, and compared to the apathy of realness, I reveal my own insanity
The majesty of fantasy protects me from tragedy
Normalities effect traject agony of rationality
which thankfully penetrates with no avail to my unreality
An elaborately desgined, privately owned spiral galaxy
Financially I’m failing, naturally decaying
Soon I’ll have no place safe to sleep
If these bills still need paying
Displaying cravings with open eyes for something mind-expanding
For when I drift away I see the totality of understanding



Lyrics submitted by kobland, edited by infact

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